Tainted

18

~Poppy~

Bash stood up, not letting his lips off my skin for a second as he slowly brought me over to the bed.

"Are you attached to this dress?"

"No." He smirked, running his hand up the slit until it stopped. He grabbed both sides and pulled, ripping it all the way up the side and tearing it off my body. He pulled my arms out of the cloth, pressing his lips across every available inch of skin. Each kiss tore me further and further away from Cian. As if Bash was erasing his touch from me completely. I wanted nothing more than to leave it all behind and have nothing left of him. I could handle the memories. The flashbacks. I could handle that. I just need him off me. I need Cian gone and Bash in his place. "What's off limits Pip?" I love that fucking nickname. "Darling?"

"My knees. For you. I can't-" He nods, staring up at me as his tongue rounds my stomach.

"You don't need to give me a reason Pip. It's not a problem. I don't need you to do something you're not comfortable with yet." He reaches under me, unhooking my bra and staring down at me. "Don't you dare forget that word Pip."

"I won't." He nods again, removing the last of my clothes and his shirt and burying his head between my legs. He groans as he spreads me, running his tongue across me entirely.

"God you're so wet for me Pip. You taste so fucking good." His tongue circles me over and over again, finding my entrance and moving in and out of me quickly then sucking on my clit. He works up a series of movements that have my hips bucking, moans breaking out of my mouth so quickly I can't stop them. I'm coming too quickly and I fight it back, not ready for this to be over. I want more I need to hold it off. "Come for me Pip. I want to taste that sweet cum you're holding back." I shook my head. No. No. I want more. I want him. I don't want to stop. "Talk to me Poppy."

"Don't stop. I don't - oh fuck- I don't want you to stop." His teeth pull on my clit and I'm almost sobbing at the pressure pulling on my muscles. It hurts so fucking good.

"I'm not going to stop Pip. I'll make you come as much as you want. Whenever you want. Just let go baby. Trust me to give you this. I'll get you there again so many times tonight you lose count. Just come for me Pip. I want your cum on my tongue so I can make you come with my fingers and then I'll give you your husband's cock like you deserve. Come now though Pip. For me." White hot pleasure exploded behind my eyes as my entire body dropped its fight, leaving me a shaking mess on the sheets. He followed through on his promise, pushing his fingers in slowly one at a time, knuckle by knuckle until I was crumbling for him again.

Every nerve of my body was on fire. I wasn't even seeing stars. I was witnessing whole ass galaxies. Supernovas exploding with every nip of his teeth. Stars were born and died as he left his mark over the top of my old ones. Bruises I'd be happy to have because I wanted this. I wanted him. I'm in pure ecstasy and I never want to leave. But I do.

My eyes snap open as I hear the wrapper open and I'm not in the cottage anymore. I'm in my room with the door locked from the inside and it's not Sebastian anymore. The stars have died. The universe is black.

This is what he expects.

This is what he married you for Poppy.

Keep quiet. Stop *SMACK* crying *SMACK* Bitch.

It's not him Poppy. It's not real. This is Sebastian. Sebastian isn't doing this to you he's doing this with you. You want him to do this. I'm looking at him and I know. I know it's Bash. I can see it's Bash. Blue eyes and long hair and his stubble. He opens his mouth but I can't hear him and I open mine to scream and nothing comes out.

Breathe Poppy. Slow. Easy does it. One word. Fuck what's the word? I can't- Poppy. Think. Focus. You chose it. Why'd you choose it? Come on. We were in the car and it had to be something I could put in conversation. Short and easy.

"Plum." I think I get it out. I think it comes out. I don't know. The buzzing in my ear is too loud. I can't hear myself think. I feel myself being moved. Something pulled over my arms and fastened up my front and I'm being wrapped in a strong pair of arms and I can feel a heartbeat. Sebastian. I gasp for air and I feel him talking. It's vibrating in his chest. I try to breathe again and it comes in shaky. He speaks again, presses a light kiss to my forehead.

"Nice and easy Pip. Keep breathing. You're doing so well. I've got you." I cling to him and he rolls slightly until I'm on my back. "Look at me Poppy. Right here. Can you hear me?" I nod. "I am so proud of you for using it. I need to know what caused it though darling so I can stop it happening again. Did I say something?" I blink at him. "Okay no words. Um- Blink twice if I said something." I don't blink. Tears are still falling down my face and I'm trying. I'm trying to gather myself but I can't. "Okay. I didn't say anything." He's hunting my face like he wants the answer dead. He wants to pull it apart letter by letter and remove it from the dictionary.

"Wrapper." There we go. Thanks for working tongue. Really appreciate me not looking like a twat.

"The condom wrapper?" I nod and Bash takes in a deep breath, pulling me in tight. "Okay Pip. It's gone baby. It's gone. What do you need Pip? What can I do right now?"

"Stay." He nods, presses a hard kiss to my forehead. "Please stay."

"I'll stay Pip. I'm not going anywhere. I'm right here. I'm not leaving." What a great first day as a married couple.