"When are you gonna leave your wife?"
I looked at Jade like she was crazy and sat down on the couch. I may be drunk, but I know I've never mentioned leaving Bri.
"I'm not," I replied dryly.
"You said -"
"I never said I was gonna leave my wife." I ran my hand down my face, "I love her too much..."
Jade crossed her arms over her chest and furrowed her eyebrows, "then what are you doing with me?"
Because I'm a sad excuse for a husband.
"Look, I called you over here so we could have sex," I said, looking up at her, "but if you just wanna ask question, you can go.
Her face softened as she took off her clothes, then she straddled me.
I know what I'm doing is wrong but for some reason, I can't bring myself to stop.
Jordan has been acting weird all day. She keeps looking at me like I'm dying or something, and it's really starting to worry me.
"Bri, can I talk to you for a second?" she asked after everyone was gone for the day.
"Yeah, what's up?"
She went over to her bag and pulled out what looked like pictures.
"I know you had your suspicions about Blake cheating on you, so I hired a private investigator."
She handed me the pictures, and it was like someone knocked the wind out of me. I couldn't believe what I was looking at.
"You may hate me for this," she started as I looked through the pictures, "but I couldn't let my friend walk around all happy without knowing this was happening."
How could I hate someone who was just looking out for me?
Once I looked through all the pictures, Jordan pulled me into a hug, and I just broke down.
I don't know which is worse: the fact that he's been cheating on me, or the fact that he looked me in my eyes and lied to me.
After I stopped crying and got myself together, I left the studio and went home. When I walked in, I went in the living room and there he was, having sex with some hoe.
I shook my head and just went upstairs to pack my stuff. I didn't even bother to make a scene because for the first time, I was broken.
After I had my things packed, I went to get the kids' stuff. I went back downstairs and to the kitchen, where I wrote Blake a note. I left the note, my ring & a little gift for him on the counter.
I left the house, picked up the kids from DJ's, then went to my house. When we got in, Brielle would not stop crying. After a whole hour, she finally stopped and went to sleep. Not even five seconds later, someone started banging on the door and of course, it woke her up.
"Are you fuckin' serious?" I mumbled.
I picked her up and tried to get her to go back to sleep. I went over to answer the door, and Blake walked in angrily.
"Seriously?! I just got her to go to sleep! What the fuck do you want?" I asked, obviously pissed off.
Blake was seemingly shocked at the fact that I was so mad, but I don't know why. If he read my note, he knows I'm pissed.
Brielle looked like she was trying to reach for him a little so I handed her to him, and she slowly started to calm down.
"What the hell are these, Bri?" he asked.
"Divorce papers," I said plainly with a shrug.
"What do we need these for?!"
I furrowed my eyebrows and crossed my arms over my chest. He must really think I'm stupid.
"You're really gonna stand there and ask me that?!"
He didn't say anything. He just looked at me and raised his eyebrow.
"I came home and saw you with your hoe tonight," I said, fighting back tears, "you've obviously been doing this for a while, and you had the audacity to lie to my face when I asked you...I guess I'm not good enough for the truth anymore."
I couldn't hold my tears back anymore, so they just fell. I wiped them away as fast as possible then took Brielle, who was now sleeping, and laid her on the couch.
"Save it!" I snapped, "there is nothing you can say or do to defend what you did and if I stay with you, people are gonna think I'm fucking stupid."
"Baby, I was drunk -"
I scoffed, "being drunk doesn't justify it, Blake! And even if it did, that means you would've had to been drunk every single time you slept with that hoe."
Once again, he said nothing, so I took the time to catch my breath.
"I don't wanna do this anymore," I finally said, letting my voice crack, "we haven't even been married a year yet, and you decided to cheat on me. You obviously don't love me like I love you, and I don't wanna be in a loveless marriage with a man that has no respect for me."
"Bri, stop! I love you, and I'm not signing these," he said, throwing the papers on the table.
I rolled my eyes because I don't understand him. Does he really think I'm gonna want to stay with him?
"First of all, you don't love me. Because like I said before, you don't do this to people you 'love.' Please don't make this harder than it needs to be. Just sign them, and you'll be free from me because that's what you want, right?"
"No, that's not what I want!"
You could've fooled me.
"Are you sure?" I asked calmly, "because you obviously weren't thinking about your 'family' while you were fucking that bitch for God knows how long. So sign them, and you won't have to worry about us anymore."
He sighed heavily and ran his hand through his hair like I was pissing him off. "No, Briana! I'm not signing them because I'm not losing you guys."
I sighed and rolled my eyes again with my arms crossed. He stepped up to me, and I took a step back because I didn't know what he was about to do.
He grabbed me by my waist and kissed me. When I realized I didn't know where his lips have been, I pushed him and wiped my mouth.
He rolled his eyes, kissed my forehead, then kissed Brielle. Without another word, he just turned away and walked out.
This is gonna be way harder than I thought..
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