Soulmates

[Seongjoong] 009

Seonghwa 

It was our promoting week so we were all extremely busy, doing whatever we could to keep going and keep ourselves together. 

It was always exhausting to push through, but despite my exhaustion I knew Hongjoong was even more tired. 

He was so busy taking care of everyone else and giving it his all that he often forgot to take care of himself. Which he usually did but times like this was worse. 

That meant whenever he called me, I came to his side in an instant. Even if he didn't need anything or it was for something stupid. 

It got to the point that the other members wouldn't stop teasing me over it. I didn't really care though, because I was just happy that Hongjoong needed me. Even if it was over simple things. 

I didn't care that I was about to drop from my own fatigue because I knew...he needed me. 

Finally, once promotions were over, we were all spent. I stumbled to my room, stripping off my jacket and tossing it on my bed. Usually I needed everything to be tidy, and being a roommate with Hongjoong meant I was always cleaning out room. I didn't mind it though. It meant that he was home. 

I fell onto the bed, my muscles so tense that I was on the verge of cramping. Tears welled in my eyes and I clung to my pillow, hoping sleep would take me quickly. 

I was so tired. 

I felt the bed shift under my and then arms were being wrapped around my waist. The smell of Hongjoong washed over me and I could hear my heart pounding in my chest. 

"Thank you, Hwa." 

"F-for what..." I stuttered. 

Hongjoong never initiated skinship, and most of the time it wasn't with me if he did. 

"For being there for me when I needed you. I couldn't have made it without you." He murmured, his breath tickling the back of my neck. 

My brain turned into a puddle as I soaked in the warmth of his touch. 

"Hongjoong?" I breathed. 

"Yes, Hwa?" He answered. 

Somehow I managed to turn over so we were both facing each other. "Can we go up until the line again?" 

He must've seen the desperateness in my eyes because he gave me a soft smile. "Sure." 

I relaxed and snuggled up closer to him, letting my hands roam his body in the way that was allowed. 

His arms cradled my head to his chest but I shifted so I had access to his neck. I needed to breathe him in. I needed to taste him and feel him. It was all I'd ever get and I craved it so badly.

I latched my lips onto his sweet spot and it forced a moan out of him. Fuck, if only I could hear more of those. I would do anything. 

"Fuck, Hwa." He choked out, his voice coming out breathy.  

"Too much?" I whispered against his skin.