Soulmates

[Yungi] 007

Yunho 

San came into our shared room after quick shower and I couldn't help but notice the hickeys he had on his neck. 

I tossed him a shirt, "Cover those up before the rest of the group sees them." 

He stared at me confused so I pointed to his neck. He looked in the mirror and his ears turned red. "Shit. Sorry...I can explain." 

"Don't bother. I already know." I said, falling on my bed and pulling out my phone. 

"Is this weird?" He asked. "I mean, if I found out two of the members were fucking, I'd be pretty freaked out." 

"Are you guys dating?" I asked, not looking up from my phone even though I was still on my lockscreen. 

"No! No, nothing like that." He said. 

I held back on the "Good" I wanted to say, because just because it protected the group didn't mean it was that great of a thing. "Are you okay with that?" 

He didn't answer and it made me sigh. "San..." I put my phone down and sat up, getting to the  point he came over to sit beside me. I didn't expect it but I wasn't surprised when he took that time to cuddle up next to me. 

"I know it's dumb and I know it's risky, you don't have to tell me. He only wants me for sex. That's it." He mumbled like a hurt child. 

I didn't know enough to be upset at Wooyoung. I didn't expect it to be his idea though. I always thought Wooyoung liked San more than just a friend. But maybe he just acted like that with all of us. The only difference is he actually had more attraction to San. I could understand how that'd be painful for San. I knew how much he liked Wooyoung, it was hard for any of us to not see it. 

"I think you guys should stop." I said honestly, but it wasn't for the same reason I felt the time Mingi first told me. "You're just going to get hurt, San. We need this group to keep working and if you guys ruin what you have..." 

"I know. I just...I just finally have him more than I ever have, and I don't want to lose that chance. Can I do it for a little longer?" He said it like he needed permission. 

"I'm not your parent, San. You guys can do what you want. I'm just worried about you is all." 

He let out a breath and sat up. "I'll figure it out, I promise. I'm just...I just want it a little longer before I give it all up." 

"I trust you guys." I said. 

"Thanks Yunho. Thanks for not judging me." 

"Never." 

He then left the room and I was there feeling a little worried but mostly okay. 

"That's a lot." Mingi said while we were alone in his room. He was the only one with his own room so I spent a lot of my time in here. Not to mention his room was actually really nice. 

"I know." I said, finishing up the glass of soju I brought with me. Mingi stopped drinking a while so he just stuck to his dab pen. "I trust them though." He handed me the pen so I took a quick hit, blowing the smoke in his face. He smacked my knee. 

"Wooyoung seems to be more chill though. Maybe getting his brains fucked out, calmed him down." He chuckled.

"Yeah well, it's a stressful life we have, plus most of us are still virgins." I shrugged. "We don't get much stress relief other than playing games." 

"I can't believe we don't have a dating ban yet all of us haven't even made an attempt." 

"Dating as an idol is almost impossible, unless it's another idol. Plus it just seems unrealistic right now. It's not like any of us really want a relationship, just a way to release." 

"No wonder we're all so snappy with each other." 

I smiled a little. "Yeah." 

"You know, I'd fuck you if you asked. As a homie of course..." 

I burst out laughing. "Godammit. Just as a homie? Nothing more?" 

"Yeah man. I'd suck your dick if you asked." 

I tossed a pillow at him, making him throw his head back and laugh. 

"What?! If I asked, you wouldn't suck my dick?" 

I was left a little speechless. 

"Wow...I thought I was your best friend..." 

"Depends on how drunk I am." I finally answered. 

He cringed, "Oooh. I don't like that. Nope, you gotta be sober. Otherwise it's weird." 

"Maybe. Happy?" I said, trying to not get flustered but there was no point. 

He gave me that open mouthed smile that was adorable. "Your ears are red!" 

"You just asked me to suck your dick!" 

He got off his bed and walked over to me, the same playful smile on his face. "Yuyu...do you need some stress relief?" He got on his knees in front of me, his hands running up my thighs just a little too far. 

My brain must've been muddled by the soju, and he was definitely high. 

I felt heat go straight to my dick, and I realized if things progressed I wouldn't be opposed. 

"Fuck, Mingi." 

He grinned at me then dropped his hands and stood up. "See? I bet your dick is hard now." 

I scowled at him, "Fucking asshole." 

"Did that really get you hard?" He asked, looking genuinely curious. 

"Anyone would in that situation." I defended myself. 

"Not if you're straight, man. I didn't even suck you off." He couldn't stop laughing. I'm glad that he found this so hilarious. 

"Who said I'm straight?!" 

"Well, not me. Cause that was gay as shit. Maybe we can fuck later." He failed miserably at winking at me, not being able to, and left before I could make fun of him on it. 

I scoffed. 

Dick.