My life

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POND'S POV

I wish this didn't happen, I wish I wasn't born and If it wasn't to Artit mom is still alive!

"You killed my mom!!!!" I went straight to Artit, but Dad block the way

"I'm sorry! Please Pond let go of the past and let's go home and start over again!" Dad beg me

"Why would you hide my son to me? Chon!!"  Artit voice cracked

"If I had known you're my son If I had known. I stop this stupidity long time ago" Artit started to cry infront of me

"My dad abandoned me when I was seven my mom had to do everything on her own! Until my stepfather took me in with my mom! I was happy to know that I will have a family again, but my happiness turned into bitterness when I found out that my older brother will own all the money and the company. My jealousy kicks in that's why I'm doing this.... I'm sorry my son.... Please forgive me...I didn't know that my stupidity and my jealousy are hurting you...I just....I just want the best...I just want to be the best... Please forgive me" Artit beg for my forgiveness

I look at him blankly, It's true that I felt empty and alone before when I was thinking of my dad because I felt betrayed because of his work, but now I don't know what to feel anymore

"Please stop this already and leave us alone... don't ever come back and ....I might forgive you!" I replied

Artit stood up and nodded his head

"I will stop this and let you go all, but I hope one day we meet and you consider me as your father and Pond, Yihwa was never my daughter she was only helping me so I won't get rid of them" Artit said

My dad and I went out immediately. I didn't know I have to witness the bullshit of my real Dad. The police arrive later on and they arrested Artit along with his allies.

Dad and I went home afterwards, once we got into the car I keep my mouth shut and hold my tears back, I didn't look at Phim or anyone at the car

"Pond?" I ignored Phim because I don't know what to say anymore

My body was aching all over because of the punches I received. The trip was good,but Phim was worried about me, he kept looking at me with sadness

"Pond?" Mam Tanya called me, but It's hard to look at her

"I'm sorry Mam Tanya....I didn't know that my real father was the reason behind all of these....please forgive me!" I break down once we reach home

Mam Tanya hug me and tells me that

"you're the wonderful gift we've received today...You're so different from your father, I know it will never change the fact that he is your father, but you will never be alone because we are family now!" Mam Tanya calm me down while hugging

I listen to her until I stopped crying,
Once I got into my room I started to question's everything again!

"Knock Knock"

I went back to my senses when I heard a knock

"Pond?" Phim was looking at me worriedly

I went to his arm straight away because once I hug him all of my problems goes away

"I love you so much that I can die for you" I whispered

"No...Don't say that please" Phim replied back

"I'm sorry..Phim I'm sorry" all I can think is to say sorry for everything.

Phim and I weren't related I know, but I hate the fact that my real father was the reason his dad died, We are just hugging on the bed until he fell asleep in my arms

"Baby it's you that keeps me alive...so please never leave me, you're all I need" I kiss his forehead down to his lips