chapter 1 : i can't anymore

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"Crashhhh" the sound echoed " you bitch ! You think you own me ?? Your nothing but a woman " my father yelled at my mom AGAIN..... he was hitting her with a broken alcohol bottle this time , my mother didn't do anything just cried and shouted  "i am sorry" AGAIN .

I just closed the kitchen door and went up the stairs , i don't know why ? still now ! Tears came rushing through , since i can remember my parents never got along , my mother did told me it was their desicion to marry each-other but i don't think that's true !! I closed my eyes and went deep inside my thoughts trying to ignore my father's shouting and my mother's crying .
                                     I remember a day on the 4th of july my father was drunk and came home after losing a game of gambling ! He started beating my mother and  when i tried to stop him , he pushed me and stopped for a moment , i thought maybe he was feeling guilty of hurting his own child but oh god !! How can i be so wrong , he dragged me in the living , tied my hands on the old wooden
Pillar . He walked out of the room and started beating my mother again and after few minutes he came back holding something in his left hand . A hot iron stick .. he started hitting me with it " you !! How dare you ?? You worthless piece of shit ! " "you ungreatful brat " he shouted after a few more strikes .
       He left .... i don't wanna remember that moment again .. i heard a slam i guess my father left ... i was feeling a bit relaxed when suddenly

"creak" the wooden steps in my home started making sounds , foot steps were getting closer .
"Bang"
"Bang"
" lu !! my sweetheart open the door it's mommy "
"No mom !! Your not in the right mind "
"Open the door baby please" my mother said in a voice louder than before
"No mom ! I am sorry ! I am scared " i said
"OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR YOU TRASH ! YOU RUINED MY LIFE ! YOU BRAT ! YOU WAIT !! I WILL GIVE YOU A GOOD SLAP "" OPEN THE FUCKING DOOOORRRRRRR !!
" I am sorry mom " . I guess i was the same . I couldn't do anything even when it was not my fault.... just say the word sorry .

After some time she left . I opened my blog where i write stuff mostly about stars and space ... this was the only thing making me wanna live these days .still sweating and tears rolling down my cheeks , with blurry eyes
i saw a notification pop up !! A message from someone !?!?

The message *
Hey ! Luna ..........

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⏰ Last updated: Jul 19, 2023 ⏰

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