The alphas submissive(BDSM)

Chapter 12~

a/n writers block is a bitch.

Claires POV

3 weeks later

Journal entry

Last night was amazing, oral sex with josh will become a routine. I've never experienced something so blissful in my entire life. just imagine what sex with him is like. gosh if i could do it again right now I would since I am again not able to do anything. I swear at this point I feel like rapunzel.

sincerely Claire.

Once again we can't go out of our rooms, and this time no exceptions. Who do they think they are trying to take the away the LITTLE freedom I have! It infuriated me, and the worst part is i haven't been seeing Sarah and Jasmine for three weeks and its scaring me.

I opened my door and walked quietly down the empty hallway hoping that nosy whore doesn't hear me. I made my way to Cains office by his faint scent ,I burst through the door. He looked up angrily, "why are you out your room?" he said calmly.

"because I feel like it! now tell me where are my friends!" I said loudly. He just got up from his seat and went to his window. He kept quiet for a while, then turned and said "why does it matter to you?" I grew impatient and angry. "YOU SON OF A BITCH! WHERE ARE THEY!"

Smirking he went silent then said "I'd rather not show you..." he said still having that stupid smirk I want to smack off his heavenly features. "I WANT TO KNOW WHERE MY FUCKING FRIENDS ARE NOW YOU BASTARD!" I screamed. he shrugged and motioned for me to follow him.

We went down a familiar dark hall I remember I went down when I first came here. "why are we headed for the dungeons?" I asked with a shaky voice. He opened the door, the guards nodded their heads at us. When we got in I smelt a horrible smell coming from the back cells.

Cain nodded his head for me to go and look, I slowly walked down the hall trying not to gag at the horrid smell. When I stopped in front of the last cell I seen to covers over something. Cain started walking towards me with the key, And I started to quicken my breath.

When he opened it I slowly walked in and seen dried up blood.everywhere, on the walls and all over the floor. I could feel tears prickling my eyes as I didn't want this to be true. But once again reality threw me under the bus, I removed the covers to find my two friends naked, bruised and bloody.

I couldn't control myself after what I just uncovered, "NO NO NO!" I fell to my knees crawling to my friend's lifeless bodies. Holding the girls in my arms sobs controlled me, and I let them. I am shedding tears not only for sarah and jasmine but for my mom, dad brother and friends.

I felt as if my heart was ripped from my chest just then, and that it couldn't be replaced. I looked up at Cain, who had a bored expression on his face. I looked at him with the coldest glare I could muster up right now. "why?" he looked confuse for a moment.

"why what" he said amusingly, "WHY'D YOU DO THIS !" He made an 'O' shape with his mouth. "well personal information was passed to them and of course women, they were going to spill it to someone who didn't need to know..simple" I scoffed.

"your a sick bastard you know that!" I spat back. He rolled his eyes as if I wasn't phasing him, which I knew I wasn't. I got up and ran upstairs to go to my room. on my way up I started crying again, I bumped into saphire for once since I've been here she looked at me with sincere in her eyes.

"you ok?" she asked quietly. I honestly shook my head, she gave me a hug not caring that I had gotten dirt and blood on me. I cried in her arms for a few minutes and we departed. She told me of I needed someone to cry on she'd be there for me, which I thought was considerate.

I jumped in the shower washing the filth and blood off of me and got out. I wrote in my journal for comfort.

Journal entry

Today was pretty damn sad, I found out my only two friends are dead in the cells, and that cain did so effortlessly . I hate him with all the hate I have in my body right now, and I dont think this type of situation is called for forgiving. I wish he never would've attacked us, and that I never would have met him or had to be forced to live here. I HATE Cain and his stupid pack. All I have left to do is cry and mourn until I fall asleep.

not sincerely from Claire.

After writing in my journal again I just stayed up and cried all the tears my body would allow me to. My head hurts and my body feels numb, my wolf just wants to be next to Cain, but I just want to rip his heart out a million times until satisfied.

A/N SHORT YA IK BUT LOVE IT!!