Love

1- I am sorry

Bright

I am sorry phi, can i pretend to kiss you, i bravely ask. Phi mile look at me coldly. Please, i slowly plead. All my friend will laugh and i need to be their slave for a week i said. All his friend look at me with wide eyes. Oh, hi , i cheerfully greet them. You can kiss me bright, phi bible said. Really, i ask him. I should mention your name before, i said frustratedly. That make phi mile group laugh. Leave, phi mile said and i look at him with disbelief eyes. Phi, you are so mean i said. Will you responsible if i become their slave for a week, i ask him. I dont care, he said coldly. I look at my friend who look at me like an eagle. I'll pay for tonight, i try again. No, leave. Phi mile said again. Bad phi, i said and slowly stand up. I wish you will dream of scary ghost tonight, i said angrily. All phi mile friend look at me and laugh loudly except for phi mile. When i turn to go my friend table, i dont know how i step on beer bottle and fell down. What a bad luck. I failed to kiss phi mile but now i am going to kiss the floor. I close my eyes to accept my destiny. I open my eyes because i dont feel hurt. Can you stop being dramatic, phi mile ask me while looking at me. Thank you, i said and smile to him. Chupppp, i kiss his cheek. You, he yell at me. Sorry, i said and run for my life from his hug.
Lets go, i quickly ask my friend to leave the club. Why , we just start, win said. No, i accept your challange and already kiss him, now we should go, i said. I cant believe my stupid self. Why i always act crazily. I just dont want called a loser by metawin. Let go, if not you wont have screen partner anymore, i said. All my friend look at me and finally leave the club. We just walk calmly when a few fan notice us. I must be crazy, i scold myself again and again. I need to control my stupid self.

It was my free day . So i plan to sleep late and enjoy my time alone. I am annoy when my phone keep ringing non stop. I really dont want to be disturb.
I will kill you if its not important , i coldly said when i answer metawin call. Check your twitter or anything dumb ass, win yell at me. I quickly get up. What wrong i ask him. Just check and get ready, our manager are waiting for us at office, he said. I will pick you up, win said and end the call. I quickly check on the news and twitter. What, i scream loudly. How could this happen, i talk alone. This is nightmare. Oh my god, what should i do, i start to panic. I quickly run to bathroom and getting ready. How could we look so loving in the picture. I really confuse. Someone expose our picture. I start regreting my stupid behaviour. I cant believe someone manage to snap me kissing phi mile cheek and what make it worst is, we look like a romantic couple. This is disaster. Both of us from rival team. How will i explain to my manager.
And the most important thing is,q i bring this problem to phi mile. I felt really sorry about him. If he telling the truth my name will be damage. I will call name again. I hate it when it happen.

When i arrive , not only win and our manager waiting for us. There are also phi mile and apo with their manager.
I run with win and sit beside him. I try to avoid phi mile. I am sorry, i quickly said to everyone. Phi mile still not talking. Win still holding my hand showing his support. We just playing around, i said and look at my manager. Dont be scare, we will think of something, my manager softly hug me. Sorry phi, i ask for forgiveness. I will responsible for it, i said again. After saying that i quietly sit beside win and our manager from time to time look at me. I dont have any right to say anything, so i will listen to phi mile team. No need , suddenly phi mile said when his team and apo request press conference and ask me to explain. I am so ready to do that but phi mile sudden response make me look at him. Mile, apo call him and look at him frustratedly. He did not response to apo and quietly leave the meeting room. I quickly run to phi mile and hold his hand. Sorry, i quickly said when he look at my hand. I am sorry phi, i said, i am okay with the press conference, i said. Its okay, he said. Just stop being nuisance, he add. I am not, i reply quickly and i keep my mouth shut and look down when he look at me coldly. Then after he hurt my feeling he leave and i sadly walk to win. Is he angry, win ask me. I nod and hug win. I will be dead i said.

The news seen cant be stop. It was every where. Who are the stupid person who keep exposing us. I am afraid to work and its getting worst. My company try to supress the issue but nothing seem work. I am so sorry for phi mile and win. I felt really guilty. I felt like going live and explain everything. But i still worry that it will make it harder.
I now just wait any response from phi mile team. I am so ready for everything . I even think to break my own one live per year record to settle this issue. I am that willing but still no response from phi mile team.

08.09.23