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LISA POV

When I saw Jennie, everything was melting down, or maybe just because Philippines have a very hot weather. But no Lisa, you know yourself better than everyone else and its night time with a cold temperature at the moment.

Jennie, Jennie, Jennie, when I think of her, there's always a thing I'm not sure about. It will be always a blank. And I blame that for my bad past experience. Do I deserve to love again or it is just some old feeling from my past that I passed on her as she looks like her? I don't know and I'm still trying to look for answers myself.

"Bro, staring at her is very noticeable, don't let everyone known, can't handle same treatment in Thailand, some Cadets have this hateful gaze towards you already and other than that don't give mixed feelings over someone who just look like Ruby Jane, it isn't fair"See this is what I am talking about, Kai even noticed and he know me well enough.

"I don't know actually Bro, its like a blurring image I can't completely picturized and its making me crazy in the process" I responded dejected.

"Well, don't do something stupid that you'll regret in the future, if you are really interested on her, please invest yourself knowing that its for Jennie Park, not someone who she look like. And maybe just maybe try to know each other first, in that way, it helps you to answer your questions for yourself"He friendly  reminded.

"Besides that, I can feel it, she so genuinely opposite compared to Ruby Jane. Maybe its hard for you to noticed but I can see how she stares at you, it says much. Ruby Jane maybe showed you everything all the first times but Jennie have this look that promising a life time commitment, do I have to remind you that Ruby Jane promises are only words, never did tried to stand up and fight for you"He added and the very reason why I moved on easily. I realized a lot of things when I am away to the place that broke me apart, and in our relationship, I feed up everything to make it work and didn't even realize that I slowly losing myself.

"And oww, there's nothing wrong to love again. Love its not always mean the first person you shared it, sometimes you'll need to experience hurtful past to lead you to the very right person God reserve just for you"Jackson Wang spoke as a total love Guru and of course our very own gossiper.

"Shhhh, keep quiet, come on you guys, they just met few hours ago, why we are even talking about love affairs when in fact we are in the middle of war? We should be focusing on how to go back alive and safe"Mino said bitterly just as he have a very bad past experience in love too.

"Yes, Yes you're right"I concluded dismissing the topic. We ate peacefully, as the five of us were far from everyone. For them, we are nothing but a loser because we are inexperienced and they are making it obvious by making us feel we don't belong here. Thankfully, atleast we have people who still believe in us - Captain Reid and Lieutenant Padilla, even the technology and support team count on us for next week's battle.

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AUTHOR POV

It's been an hour and half when the feast started, Lisa wanted to pee but its hard to do so because the bathroom is far away and is located near the medical tent. She waited and tried to endure it but she can't, so she asked Lieutenant Padilla if she can leave in few minutes for her business and the latter just shuuhh her out playfully and give her directions, which is a little walk from the field, back dark area of their camp.

She was about to go alone but her friends who felt bored and out of place just go with her to pee and walk around.

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"Oh my God!!! Oh my fucking Gooooooooddd, I can't believe what I saw"Ivana said still in shock.

"Oh yeah, I, myself can't believe it too"Kaia agreeing

"Of course, I know everyone will be confused so I got something to share with you, its so much fun if all of us will see it anyway"Shocked is understatement to everyone, some feel disgusted and others like it, Jennie saw it too. Lisa and Jisoo were urinating and the whole private parts are visible that made her blood boil. For her, that is too much and unethical.

"Delete it now"She snapped angrily, Ivana thought that the doctor will be sharing same enjoyment as she did.

"Owwwwww, okay okay, I am so sorry Doc"Ivana said nervously and instantly deleted the video knowing that doctor can get worst if she don't.

"I hope this will be the last time you do this unethical things, we should respect their privacy if we want same respect. And never mention this to anyone, one word about this matter, you know the consequences, understood?"They can only nod in agreement, they don't want to offend Doctor Jennie knowing she has this power to terminate their contract at this instant.

"Doc Jen, even you delete it, that doesn't changed the fact that Lisa's dick was already shown to everyone."Zendaya butted in and her tone sounds uninterested that made everyone confused.

"Of course, you can't understand what I mean. Earlier when everyone is talking about the two Cadets, I got curious and a very resourceful one, I look information at the internet about this two, but I got nothing interesting to Cadet Jisoo, she's somewhat clean and I'm still unsure of that and also that leads me to the dark past of a certain someone that almost everyone interested with, right Kaia?"She added and eyed Kaia meaningly. Jennie know what it means, this said latter is having a crush on Lisa and I'm sure Zendaya is talking about her.

"As I conclude, we better avoid Cadet Lisa for our safety, they said everyone deserves a second chance but her past talks about our girls well being"Zendaya said and a phone notification on every medical staffs was received. Zendaya sent a link, which Lisa's past is written.

"Thank me later girls. Let's eat now and enjoy the night. Besides there's a lot of fish here, we don't need to focus on this people. They might have a good-looking face but deep inside their mask is a horrible past"She added and everyone in the table agreed and did enjoy the night away.

Jennie on the other hand didn't feel the vibe anymore, she's eager to go back in their tent and find out how mysterious Lisa was.
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That night, Jennie stayed up late and read a lot of articles about Lisa but there's none of them made her judge Lisa as everyone did. It also doesn't stopped her to get to know the Cadet more. She is very accepting and sees the news fake. Lisa's bad past can make everyone judged her whole being but for Jennie she saw the one sided manipulative news that tarnish Lisa reputation and what she founds out is that Lisa's family didn't do anything to protect her.

So, Jennie concluded Lisa isn't someone the news been saying. She feel it and her instinct is for sure strong to give a better judgment. She saw the video too and she can tell that it was captured to get Lisa dragged down more.

But of course seeing the video broke her heart. She saw someone that looks like her. This might be the reason why Lisa keeps on staring at her and she doesn't want Lisa to take advantage of her knowing that she's attracted to her because of that someone.

Ruby Jane Kim, she take note of that name. She wants Lisa to see her as Jennie Park not her. And for now, everything isn't about them or about love because the war is ongoing.

Love will come later and if they're meant to be then it will.

A long night and overloaded information is too much so she sleep and hope that this crisis will end and to start a new life for everyone.

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