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RUBY JANE POV

She has this perfect face, strong nose, sharp cheekbones and a very angular jawline. The whole feature were masculine, with that soft lips, kind eyes but have this sad emotions. The perfect description of my Lisa, the rare soul.

The Lisa that I hurt the most. The Lisa that is was my 'the one that got away'. I completely lost her and I fucking hate myself for that.

Its so hard when you're tied up in between. I tried to keep it, been skeptical every time we meet and I don't know why it happened and don't know why I'm here fucking with Pranpriya to give myself to her to prove that I was never Lisa's.

— flashback

A loud and harsh knocking wake me up from my good dream.

"RUBY JANE KIM, OPEN THIS FUCKING DOOR"My dad angrily said knocking to break it

"JIYONG, be calm, its our daughter. Maybe that Lisa put something on her that made her like that in the video"Huh? I don't know what they're talking about so I stood up and open my room but was shocked when my father slapped me for the first time. My tears falls down and my mother go to me to be my shield to my raging father

"AND YOU CHAE-RIN, HOW LONG ARE YOU GOING TO KEEP IT FROM ME? IF NOT BECAUSE OF YOUR BROTHER, YOU'LL PROBABLY JUST OKAY WITH YOUR DAUGHTER DATING THAT FREAK"my dad pointing to my mom like he's a monster and I am nervous now. I know that he knows already.

"OUR DAUGHTER... LET ME REMIND YOU THAT AND DON'T JUST CHAE-RIN CHAE-RIN ME JIYONG KIM, I KEEP IT KNOWING THIS WILL YOU REACT AND LOOK WHAT DID YOU DO, THIS IS WHAT WE ARE CELEBRATING HUH? TODAY IS GRADUATION DAY OF OUR SUCCESSOR, I HOPE YOU REALIZE THAT"that shocked my father but shake his head in disappointment

"Just just, I don't know, just see this"He took out his phone and give it to my mother's hand and he's trying to make himself calm. My mom gasp and shock but what surprised me when she slapped me hard.

"I ALREADY TOLD YOU TO BREAK UP WITH HER AND WHY IS THIS HUH? OH MY GOD, THE VIDEO MUST BE TRENDING ALREADY, YOU STAIN OUR FAMILY, HOW CAN WE FACE THE MANOBAN NOW?, OH MY GOD"My mom said not knowing to do and I am confuse too

"What are you talki—-

"Your sex video with Lisa RUBY JANE KIM"with that I got the phone from her shaking hands and my eyes bulge in disbelief. How come? This must be the one that I felt like someone was watching us. Oh my God. How was Lisa right now? Her parents probably doing bad towards her

"Mom... Dad, I... i .. im sorry... can I go to Lisa in inca—

"TO WHOM? YOU DON'T GET WHAT YOU PUT OUR NAME INTO? WE HAVE TO DO A DAMAGE CONTROL RUBY JANE, NOT GO TO THAT FREAK LISA, WHATEVER THE TWO OF YOU NOW SHOULD PUT TO AN END"mom said and I am not okay with it. I graduated now. Lisa promised me all the things and I believe her for that.

"Mom I love her, please let me for once. I want to be with what I want not  you wa——

"you choose, you continue or I will kill Lisa?"Dad said seriously

"How can you be cruel dad, I love her can't you all realize that? She's not what you believe of. She's my everything"I was begging crying hard and I hope for once they'll listen to me

"You choose Ruby Jane, good life or Lisa's life?"Dad finished the argument like killing someone is nothing. I had no choice. I love Lisa and sometimes love is not enough.

I am sorry Lisa.

"And oh, let's just tell everyone that she drugged you and you don't know what happened, under stood?"He added and with that I was left empty. I don't know if God will forgive me because all I do is to hurt the very kind soul.
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And the script my father spoke to everyone worked, all the people pitied me from my fake incident and blamed Lisa, they called her names and curse her below the belt. She didn't even realize that something happened because she didn't have phone. She's all smiley and proud during the graduation ceremony. She faced me with this pride look 'telling me that I was there during her fight in the challenges and obstacles to conquer her dreams' but I stopped staring at her when I felt my mother nudge me hard reminding me of the consequences if I changed my mind.

Blame me and everything I accept it.
I was so desperate to help her when I saw how her family beat her up and call her names she didn't deserve. People actually were watching in disgust to the person who didn't do bad but only to love me, is that even a sin? No, because I was the one who started this, I broke her up ones then I broke her again for the second time. I am so sorry Lisa for everything. I hope someday or in the future you will forgive me.
— — — end of flashback

"Fuck fuck fuck Ruby Jane, I love you so much, I don't care if you are not a virgin anymore, as long you are mine now and forever"I was interrupted with my sad thoughts with the sound of Pranpriya thrusting her dick inside me. I don't feel it actually. She's not sweet as Lisa, not as careful as Lisa and most importantly, not Lisa.

"Ah ah ah ah"I fake moan trying to just go with the flow with this drama my parents created.

It didn't even take long and Pranpriya cums inside me. And she just sleep after that, no more loving words or assuring sweet kisses. I am still wide awake. Watching the dark sky outside, thinking of the only person that give me the love that's special. I feel so dirty of myself. I don't know why but something tells me, I don't deserve her anymore. It hurt. So much hurt but maybe this is our fate.

I met her just only, to be part of my life book, a certain happiest chapter, and I will not change it even I was paid in riches on this world because that memories is so priceless and very valuable and that only belongs to me and her.

I love you Lisa but we are in different worlds. I was the moon, you are the sun. I was the dark, you are the shine. We won't meet halfway. So I am sorry for hurting. Maybe I'll just pray to God you'll meet the right one for you someday, my amori, Adios to all those memories you shared me.
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Goodnight.