Arms

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AN: inspired by this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CC-1j5kGu_Q&spfreload=10 . the song is by Christina Perri. songfic and angst, this one. it was supposed to be fluff but i thought this oneshot series needed more angst and i didnt know what to write if it was fluff :P. (#sorrynotsorry)

Sequel: http://phanficsinyourhair.tumblr.com/post/128289064826/the-death-of-a-bachelor (just copy and paste it in another browser)

Warnings: this is hella angsty, death, mentions of blood

Relationship Status: lovers

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'J-just remember,' Phil was running out of time.

I never thought that you would be the one to hold my heart

'I l-love y-you, Dan.' call ended. Dan hurriedly dialed 999.

But you came around and you knocked me off the ground from the start

'999, how may I help you?'

You put your arms around me

"M-my, b-boyfriend, Phil, h-he's hu-hurt." he stuttered.

And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go

Dan couldn't believe this was happening.

You put your arms around me and I'm home

Dan quietly panicked in the cab to the hospital.

How many times will you let me change my mind and turn around?

Did he get there on time? Is he dead? Is it too late?

I can't decide if I'll let you save my life or if I'll drown

He basically almost cried in the cab. When he got out the cab, he was shaking.

I hope that you see right through my walls

Phil was dying.

I hope that you catch me 'cause I'm already falling

His worst fear.

I'll never let our love get so close

"P-Phil Lester." he said to the lady at the counter, shaking nervously.

You put your arms around me and I'm home

"He's in surgery right now, I'm sorry, honey. You can wait in the waiting room."

The world is coming down on me and I can't find a reason to be loved

Why, why, why. Why did he let him go on his own?

I never wanna leave you but I can't make you bleed if I'm alone

He kept worrying; What if this was the end?

You put your arms around me

The end of Philip Michael Lester and his relationship with Daniel James Howell?

And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go.

Dan started crying.

I hope that you see right through my walls

Hours later, Dan awoke in the hospital, and asked if Phil was available.

I hope that you catch me, 'cause I'm already falling

"Room 305." he sighed, hopeful.

I'll never let our love get so close

He walked in an sat on a chair next to Phil. He had wires coming in and out of him..

You put your arms around me and I'm home

"I love you too, Phil." Dan chocked.

I tried my best to never let you in to see the truth

He put his arms around Phil carefully.

And I've never opened up

"I will always love you." he continued, tears falling..

I've never truly loved 'til you put your arms around me

"And don't you dare think for one second that I don't." he breathed in.

And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go

The heart monitor started to bleep really fast.

I hope that you see right through my walls

When all of a sudden, it stopped.

I hope that you catch me, 'cause I'm already falling

"N-nurse!" Dan screamed, sure he could be heard through the whole corridor even with the door closed. About 3 doctors and 5 nurses came in and ordered him out.

I'll never let our love get so close

Dan felt the loneliness he felt years ago again; Not only did he lose the most important person in his life, but his first best friend. "Dan Howell?" a doctor asked. "We're sorry to tell you this but,"

You put your arms around me and I'm home

"He didn't make it. We tried every possible solution." and with that, Dan burst into tears. He dug his face into his hands. He hasn't even told Mr. and Mrs. Lester yet.

You put your arms around me and I'm home

This was it. This was the end of phan.





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