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⚠️ Please forgive me (🏐)

Kageyama kneeled down and picked up a piece of glass, his mind was elsewhere, he couldn't control his next moves as he placed the glass on his skin, letting his skin cut.

Kageyama watched as the blood dripped down, two more cuts and suddenly Kageyama gasped, he started sobbing and crying, his body shaking.

'' what have I done. ''

Kageyama muttered, he went to the couch, his blood dripping down his arms as he grabbed his phone. Kageyama sobbed as he dialed Sugawara's number, or he thought he did... he accidentally dialed Hinata's number.

'' S-Suga! Help I hurt-... I'm hurt! ''

Kageyama sobbed, choking out his words.

Hinata was already awake when he got the call, his eyes widened when he heard Kageyama's words and the boy crying.

'' Hey hey Kags calm down. ''

Hinata said.

'' Where are you? ''

Kageyama sobbed, he was shocked that he had accidentally called Hinata instead, but he wanted comfort and help.

'' I'm at home... help me... the blood is everywhere... ''

Kageyama choked out, his head spinning, he was dizzy, very dizzy.

All Hinata heard on the other line was a loud thud.

'' Kageyama?! Kags?! Fuck fuck! ''

Hinata rushed out of bed, he was in Tsuki's house. (Yes there is a Poly ship)

'' Hey Hinata what's going on? ''

Tsuki groaned as he woke up.

'' Kageyama! He's hurt! I- oh gosh... he self harmed! ''

Hinata was getting dressed in a panic, his hands shaking as all he heard on the other side of the very weak breath of Kageyama.

'' Kags come on! Wake up! ''

Tsuki got dressed, quickly telling his mum that they need a ride to Kageyama's.

Tsuki and Hinata got to Kageyama's house, Hinata had a spare key as he opened the door.

'' Kags! ''

He yelled, rushing to the black haired boy who was unconscious on the floor in a puddle of blood.

'' Oh God, Tsuki call the ambulance!! ''

Tsuki called 911, immediately explaining the matter to the dispatcher, the dispatcher told Tsuki to stay calm and that an ambulance would be there soon.

When the ambulance arrived, Kageyama was taken to the hospital, Tsuki and Hinata went in the car, Tsuki's mum followed the ambulance to the hospital.

Hinata sobbed into Tsuki's arms.

'' Oh God, what have I done.... ''

Tsuki frowned.

'' Don't blame yourself Hinata, you didn't know he would go so far.. calm down. ''

Tsuki tried to reassure Hinata that Kageyama would be okay.

At the hospital Tsuki and Hinata were waiting and waiting... and waiting, they heard no news yet.

How bad could he have been? He only had a few cuts, how much blood did he lose?

An hour had passed, Hinata was woken up by Tsuki.

'' Hinata. Kageyama is awake, the doctor said he's going to be okay. ''

Hinata and Tsuki went to Kageyama's room, Kags was sobbing.

'' I'm sorry... I'm sorry...''

Kageyama was muttering. Hinata rushed to Kageyama.

'' Oh Kags! Hey hey, look at me... don't you blame yourself... ''

Kags sobs, shaking his head.

'' I hurt... myself, hurt myself... I was so bad... I did bad! ''

Hinata held Kageyama's hand.

'' Oh bub, no you didn't mean to hurt yourself. Sshhh. ''

Tsuki nods as he sat down.

'' Yeah Kageyama. Hinata is right... don't blame yourself. ''

Tsuki said as he held Kageyama's other hand, to comfort him.

Kageyama looked at Tsuki.

'' Tsukishima... ''

Kageyama sobbed, Tsuki gave Kageyama's hand a soft squeeze.

'' Calm down, it's going to be okay... we aren't mad at you, and we are thankful your okay. ''

Tsuki said reassuringly, Hinata nodded, squeezing Kageyama's other hand.

'' Kageyama we both were so worried. ''

Kageyama cried.

'' I love you Hinata! Y-you don't love me back...''

Hinata's eyes widened.

'' Who says I don't? Kageyama I do love you. Tsukishima and I do, we were just upset since you were very rude. ''

Kageyama's eyes widened.

'' Eh- y-you both love me? But.. I don't understand, I thought... I thought you both hate me. Or at least Tsuki hates me. ''

Tsukishima chuckles.

'' Kageyama I don't hate you. I may be a jerk, but I don't hate you. Nor Hinata. I love you both, you are both so adorable. ''

Tsuki ruffles Kageyama's hair.

Kageyama blushes shyly.

'' I-I see... ''

A doctor came in the room.

'' Hello, we have some paperwork for you to sign. We are admitting you to a 24 hour psychiatric ward Kageyama. ''

Kageyama's eyes widened.

'' N-No! I'm not suicidal! I don't need to go! ''

Kageyama begs, Hinata held Kageyama's hand.

'' Kags, you harmed yourself, you need to at least go for the 24 hour hold... when you are let out we are going to be right there for you. ''

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The End- next chapter is a follow on.