Strings Attached (gxg)

CHAPTER 9: OTHER PLAN

I already decided, the moment I ran away from her that I will never gonna see that woman in my entire life. She's too much for me to handle, she's someone I don't want to be associated with. 

Not only did she blackmailed me, she also touched me without my permission and it's pissing me off how I didn't have the strength to push her away. She fucking knows her way with my body that leads to every of my weaknesses.

I didn't even know why I'm feeling towards that woman, I mean it's a woman touching me without my permission is still considered a crime according to this country's law. 

The only problem is how can I prove that a goddamn woman touch me maliciously without my permission and I just stayed there frozen, why didn't I stop her?

Cause you secretly like it...

"What? No!" I don't trust my brain anymore after what happened in that parking lot. I didn't like it and I won't accept anything other than not liking what she did.

But you did like it...

"Bitch! I don't!" Sometimes I hate my head because of this crazy thoughts its giving, I don't even know where it's coming from.

It'll be fine when I'm experiencing all this stuff to another woman but her? why her? Out of all the women in earth, it just had to be her who will drag me into this mess. All this trouble is causing me stress and headaches, I don't have a choice but agree to what she wants because of that video.

I'm still on the road because of all this traffics, it's making me more pissed and frustrated. I grab my hair then hit my head a few times, bullshits after bullshits! Could this day get any worse!? A fucking crime committer blackmailing me then a fucking slow traffic in this hot weather.

Baka gabihin ako sa pag-uwi dahil sa traffic na ito, kanina pa ko nandito pero unting abante lang ang nangyayari sa traffic. Kapag mas lalo akong tumatagal sa traffic mas lalo kong naiisip yung nangyari sa club.

I'm too wasted at that time that I did the most stupid thing that I could do. I should forget and forgive myself for being a dumb and stupid person so I can continue the normal life like I have before.

That's a very good idea so the burden won't be in my head all day long.

Back to my usual and normal life where all my days are peaceful and also boring but at least it's not as messy as being drag into a problem along with an intense woman.

The traffic already ended so I continue driving while clearing my head besides it's only a little problem and I have bigger ones to deal with like school stuff. I also have to focus on the APHERUS UNI-FEST; an event of two university festivals and sports competition, it's great since it's where school works are not as hectic.

It's part of the university's tradition to held this event every year and I heard that when this event is happening a policy on both university is said to have school work lessen since student's will be busy at this times and also professors.

I learned it when I was in first year college but sadly I can't attend so I was really excited when the SSG officers assembled a meeting 1 month ago to plan things ahead. I was new to this events so I have to learned it all from arrangements to decorations.

The event will be held 3 months from now since it's a grand event, it needs a big space for students on both universities. It's my first time and honestly I don't know what to expect from it, it's literally a two university with one event.

I'm also part of a campaign meant for woman that advocates about topics and issues related to women such as equal rights and etc. We also volunteer on helping other officers as part of our projects in the UpperWomen campaign.

This campaign shows that women can do anything as an individual and also by their genders since all women are different people with different upbringings. This is where I come in since all student leaders are required to participate in this event including the campaign members.

I'm happy that I didn't let my fear took over me before.

The upcoming event and the campaign successfully distracted me with my head mess for a while. I really should throw all unnecessary thoughts in my head since it'll only distract me with more important things.

After minutes of driving, I arrived at my apartment building with an occupied head. I feel like I'm floating after I got out of my car and when walk towards the elevator. 

My floor is on third to the last floor so it may take a while for me to arrived there. I'm so drain and exhausted with everything that's been happening, though I need to keep going so I won't be left behind.

I feel like a zombie walking out of the elevator when it reached my floor. Maybe I'll rest for now then I'll do my readings tomorrow so my mind will be clear and energize.

My phone made a notification sound when I reach my apartment door. Out of exhaustion, my mind went blank and I entered my apartment, out of the zone. 

I did all my routines before resting since I just found out that it's late afternoon, I guess I was in Cafélio shop for too long. I was not that hungry after eating and drinking in that shop for hours.

It's kind of stressful how I didn't understand my readings that much so it was useless being there for many hours. It's a good thing that I finished some chapters in writing research, although I was distracted by someone.

"No, don't think about her Callista!" I'll be fine after resting it all and then tomorrow will be my productive day after what happened earlier. I was too drained these past few days maybe a little rest won't be bad for me.

I just hope that tomorrow is a good day for me rather than a bad day. I put my phone on do not disturb so I could really achieve that rest that I deserved. As my mind  drift to sleep and my eyes slowly closed, one thought is there when I fall asleep.

Will it be a good day?

Avoiding era ba dis?
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