The alphas submissive(BDSM)

Chapter 11

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It felt wrong yet so right to have him in my mouth. I know I sound crazy but the way he makes me feel is everlasting, with the physical and mental attractions I just couldn't stop myself from being a dirty slave.

My mouth was moving to the speed of his hips, as he bucked and groaned making me leak. The firm grip on my hair felt rough but pleasurable, I used my hands as extra support. Going up and down in circles making him moan for more made this experience even more hot.

I sucked as hard as I could making sure to not leave and inches of his sweet hard untouched. his grip tightened and i could see him visibly shaking, he then let out a loud moan. I felt something hot and salty shoot into my mouth making me gag.

he let my hair go and bent down to my face. "Swallow it" he said. I shook my head not liking the taste. "I SAID FUCKING SWALLOW IT!" he said louder,I instantly did as told scared of a punishment. He smirked and got up, he put on his clothes and left.

After he left the good feeling was gone, I was no longer hot and ready to hump. even though I am past the age of sixteen I have never been in heat which scares me. I don;t know when it's gonna happen or how, but I pray to the moon goddess she gives me mercy when it does come.

I took a shower and got dressed, I was starving so I headed down to the kitchen to get some food. When I got there I seen saphire and master making out on the counter. of course it shattered my heart to pieces but I had to play it cool. I went to the fridge and grabbed yogurt and a water, when I turned around they were staring at me.

I walked out infuriated but I didn't know why, I didn't know why my wolf and I were starting to have feelings for a man who gave a damn about no one. He was a sinister man, What triggered it? I wish I knew but...I don't.

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The next morning I rummaged through old boxes to find a journal, something I desperately yearned to have beside the Alpha. I took it and ran up to my room, it wasn't used which was a bonus. I instantly started to write feeling as if it was taking the weight off my shoulders.

JOURNAL ENTRY

I feel so trapped here...like i have no freedom which I technically don't but, i need my space, my friends...and my mate. Even though he rejected me on my birthday doesn't mean my feelings just vanish, they just go into storage.

I haven't seen sarah and Jas lately, but when I see them we need a serious girl talk...especially about this bitch whore saphire. I know I shouldn't let her get under my skin but she does. With her angelic looks and body, and how she looks like she belongs with goddesses rather than humans.

I would rather kiss a baboons ass than be her friend.

love Claire.

The rest of the day went by fast, filled with the alpha running his duties and me and saphire staying in our rooms. Today was one of those days we couldn't go out to do anything. After drawing in my journal for a while I got bored. It was just then the pack beta Josh came in, "what do you want" I said in a groan.

"Oh, I guess you don't want chinese then...I'll just be leaving then" he said with a fake sigh and sat on my bed. "NOOO... I DO WANT CHINESE!" I shouted as i jumped out of bed and ran to my closet for some clothes to put on. I found a shirt and pants, so I ran to my dresser for a new pair of undergarments.

Being to much of in a rush I forgot to close the bathroom door, I quickly took off my shirt and pants. I was heading for my underwear when I heard a low growl. I turned to see Josh behind me with dark eyes and tight pants....if ya know what I mean.

"goddamn Claire" he growled and kissed me. Not being in control I kissed him back roughly but yet still with passion. He groaned and I moaned and he closed the door and set me on the bed, getting on top of me he kissed my neck down to my lower stomach.

"god your so fucking beautiful." he said making my heart flutter. He pulled down my underwear and took of my bra, I couldn't control the excitement he was giving me, and by the way his pants squeezed his thighs I could tell he had the same reaction. I took off his shirt and started to unbuckle his pants.

His friend was pointing up, I took the boxers off and watched in amusement as his member sprang back up. It wasn't as big as masters but it was bigger than I had expected it to be. I grabbed it with my hands and started to pump up and down, his moans and grunts filled my room.

I put my mouth sound him trying to put as much of him in my mouth as I could. His breathing quickened and I bobbed my head up and down, Sucking as hard as I could. He stopped his hips and laid me down on my back so I was looking up at him. He kissed my neck then my collar bone and sucked on each breast while he teased me with his fingers.

He trailed hot wet kisses to my thighs, as he went farther he went deeper making my breath hitch in my throat. He started moving to my center very slowly making sure to make me suffer. He kissed my lips and ran his tongue over them, when he did I could feel his tongue slip in a little making me grip the sheets, he repeated this until his tongue went all the way in.

The world stopped within the moments his tongue was doing it wonders making me spill like a broken faucet. Slipping his finger in made me go bananas, and especially for his. He kept slurping away while I pumped his friend. We moved into a position he said was called '69'.

I bobbed my head with the beat of his tongue. This went on until I could feel my walls tightening around his fingers. We both screamed as our moans echoed off the walls, as we climaxed together.

Gasping for air he asked "so