You caught Sam and his "friend" on your house. You relapsed after being clean for 2 years.
I dig the wrist deeper into my wrist. Blood starts dripping out of my wrist. It hurts, yet heals so good. As I start to get dizzy Sam bust through the bathroom door with tears streaming down his face. It's all black...
It's all black. This is it. This is the end. Finally, I'm free.
"God, I'm such an idiot. I can't believe I cheated on her. I love her. I fucked up." I vent to Nate over the phone.
"No you don't you idiot. if you loved her you wouldn't of fucked that slut right?!" Nate yells at me through the phone.
"Okay! I get it! I fucked up bro! I lost the one thing that was going right in my life man. She's gone" I whisper, as a tear rolls down my face.
"Go to her man. Yall need each other" Nate says before hanging up. I grab my car keys and run to my car. I speed to Y/N's house, my thoughts all over the place. Shit! She's alone and crying. She's alone, crying with a blade on her wrist. And it's all my fault. I grab my phone and dial Y/N's number. Straight to voice mail. Fuck! I keep calling her number but it keeps going to voice mail. Once I arrive to Y/N's apartment I run to her bathroom. It's locked. I some how managed to kick down the door. There's Y/N. Laying on the floor. I quickly grab my phone and dial 911. Within minutes, the ambulance was pulling Y/N away on a stretcher. I run after the paramedics trying to get to Y/N.
"Sir, are you related to miss Y/N?" The paramedic asks while holding me back.
"Umm I'm her boyfriend." I choke out through tears.
"I'm sorry sir but you cannot ride with us to the hospital" the paramedic says closing the door.
"N-NO! Please! I'm all she has left!!" I say, my voice cracking slightly.
"Fine" the paramedic says finally. I rush past the paramedic and jump into the back seat with Y/N and grab her fragile hand.
"God baby I'm so sorry. It's all my fault. Fuck I'm an idiot. Baby I-I'm so sorry" I choke out through my sobs. All of a sudden I feel her hand squeeze mines gently.
"SHE SQUEEZED MY HAND. SHE SQUEEZED IT. SHES ALIVE" I say crying with happiness.
AT THE HOSPITAL
Once the ambulance finally arrived at the hospital, they bought y/n into a room. Now here I am sitting and waiting for the love of my life to wake up. I grab y/n's cold and delicate hands in mine and just wait.
"Babe. God I can't do this. Baby I'm such an idiot, I don't even have an excuse to why I did what I did. I love you so much. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. You're are my life and world and I can't imagine waking up next to someone else. I need you baby, please." I whisper as tears silently fall down my cheeks.
"Babe. God I can't do this. Baby I'm such an idiot, I don't even have an excuse to why I did what I did. I love you so much. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. You're are my life and world and I can't imagine waking up next to someone else. I need you baby, please." I hear Sam whisper. God I love him so much. I open my eyes only to be blinded by the bright light.
"Babe" I whisper as I gently squeeze Sam's hand.
"Y/N! Baby oh my gosh please don't ever do that again please. You scared me so much oh my gosh I love you so much baby girl. Please" Sam rambled out as he showered my face with kisses. By now we were both crying.
"I love you so much Sam." I cry out as I pull Sam in for a kiss.
"Baby please don't leave me" I cry into Sam's shoulder.
"I'm never leaving you babe" Sam says as he connects our foreheads together.