ILLUSIONS

Chapter 8

(continuation of Chapter 7)

Friday - 10:45 A.M

I was tweeting when mom arrived.

"Shara I bought pasta for our lunch."

"OMG YAY THANK YOU MOM!!"

Habang inaayos ni mama yung kakainan namin, tinulungan ko na siya tapos nagtanong na ako.

"Uhm mom... I think I need a check-up po."

"Check-up? What do you mean?"

"I think I've been acting weird lately."

"Well if you want. We can go to the doctor next week. I will set an appointment with the doctor."

"I want to see a psychiatrist mom."

"Okay then. Maybe next week na lang. I will excuse you na lang because possible na weekday ang appointment."

"Okay po... Anyway mom, what happened po sa usapan ninyo ni teacher? Is there a problem with me?"

"Oh nothing. She just said na concern lang siya dun sa pag-pass out mo nung first day of school and sa madalas na headache mo. I talked to her about your situation na."

"My situation?"

"I mean about your health. Sabi ko okay naman yung health mo, she advised me na pumunta tayo sa doctor for a check-up so I think hindi na magugulat yung teacher mo kapag pinag-absent kita next week."

"Ahh.. Okay po."

"Let's eat na.. Don't worry, you'll be okay."

I just nodded to my mom. Haaaaay. I know I will be okay as long as my mom is beside me.

11:00 P.M

"Uhm mom, pwede po ba tayo mag-mall?"

"Ah eh, wag muna since gusto ko magpahinga ka muna. Anyway, I'll be fetching Rianne na."

"Okay mom."

Haaaaaay. Why are they treating me as if I have an illness??????

1:45 P.M

"Hi Ate Shara! Lola baked cookies for you. Nilagay niya sa jar because she knows daw na you love collecting jars."

"Awww. Thank you baby. I'll just text lola to thank her."

"Okay ate. I will go to my room na. Lola bought me a doll house e. Look oh, it's so colorful tapos ang daming furnitures. Pwede ko na dito patirahin yung barbies ko because kasya naman sila sa loob. It's so grand."

D-doll house???

I pushed my sis and threw her doll house away. I don't know what urged me to do this but I felt scared and angry when I heard what my sis said. I ran to my bedroom habang naririnig ko na umiiyak na si Rianne. I'm sorry for what I did but I felt like I needed and wanted to do it. I can't also help but cry because I don't understanding what's happening to me tsaka I felt really scared when she said the word, doll house.