Played by Fated | Jeonghan

~• Part 63 •~

"Even if you hate me but how could you think so low like that?! You won't even let me go out from the house! Don't you remember what happened that night when you came home drunk?! Don't you?!"

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Jeonghan's POV

"Even if you hate me but how could you think so low like that?! You won't even let me go out from the house! Don't you remember what happened that night when you came home drunk?! Don't you?!"

when I'm drunk?? wait..did something happened?

flashback

"you've married to areum? like really?"

"can you guys just shut up?" I said to bunch of my friends. They've been laughing and mocking me since the announcement at the party before. Not even my family know that I'm married since the marriage was held privately with only cheol, wonwoo, grandma and of course the mrs yoon.

"Alright alright. Let's just drink up!" Jihu said. We drink like bottles of liquor. My mind keep wandering to the girl that I hate. She seems to really enjoy with whatever wonwoo was talking too. I dont even know why but it made me mad.

After dozens of bottle, they send me home. I walked inside and saw it's dark already but I heard a sound from a bathroom. She still awake? I then walked to her room.

"Who did you have a call with?"

"W-what are yo-you talking about?"

"Don't you lie to me~I hateeee liar!"

"It-it's true. There's no on—"

"Good girl, don't lie"

"I-It's W-Wonwoo"

"You are my wife. Mine. You can't talk to anyone"

"You're mine and only mine"

"P-president...yo-you're drun...drunk..."

"sssh~~! S...Stop calling me President and just Jeonghan. Do you trust me?"

"Do you trust me, Eunjin?"

"I-I trust y-you"

flashback ends

Oh my god! Did I actually do it? fvck! why did I do that?? When I woke up the next morning, I seriously thought it's Rina and that's why I left early but turn out it's not her??! and it's Eunjin?? Oh my god! why I didnt realize it?!! fck it! I harshly rub my face. I look at the front and found no one. Where did she go? I quickly went downstairs to find her already sleeping on the couch with stain of tears on her pretty face. I sighed.

Seriously I never thought it's her. "Do you trust me?" Fvck who even said that before doing it? I'm a fvcking shit! I deserves the slap. I carried her bridal style back to her room. Slowly place her on the bed and as soon as her back touch the bed, she's snuggled in her blanket. She looks so adorable. I carressed her face and leave the room afterwards.

After what had happened and what I've said, how can I face her tomorrow? I feel so ashamed. I shouldnt have done that. Morever the child was gone. She must've feel so hurt. I feel so guilty. I hurt her. I hurt her insanely bad. Like I'm going crazy! Just why the hell did I do it??! I took something that I shouldnt or even deserves to take it! I shouldnt do it at all! And the child? if it's true  it means I just lose my own child! I lose my child?? and it's my faults?! My god I'm just...just..so stress?! I dont know! I took the car keys to leave again. I need to calm myself down for a while.