Don't Blame Me

Chapter 6. Daydreaming and I'm Thinking of You

TAYLOR'S POV

I wake up to the sound of my phone buzzing repeatedly on the coffee table in front of me. As I try to reach over to grab it, I feel a pair of arms tighten around my torso. I look down to see a beautiful sleeping y/n on top of me. Her arm is wrapped around my torso and her leg is thrown over mine. She's completely on top of me...

Okay, Taylor, don't freak out! Don't freak out!

I can't help the smile that begins to stretch across my face. She looks so peaceful on top of me. She almost looks more peaceful asleep than she is awake. Maybe her job stresses her out? Or maybe you're the one who calms her down, Taylor....No, stop, we're not going there! She's a friend, we're friends. That's all!

I begin to draw invisible shapes and patterns on her shoulder blades, slowly making my way to her exposed arms. Holy fuck her skin is so smooth. I mean it looks smooth, but feeling her underneath my fingertips...my god. I spread my hand to wrap completely around her arm, moving up and down lightly. Fuucck her skin is incredible. What I would give to worship every inch of her... Stop, Taylor! Don't go there! Okay, but hypothetically speaking, where is there? What would I do to worship her? Hypothetical of course!

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I continue to trace her arms as I ponder about her. I would start by massaging her shoulders. I've known her for a short amount of time, but I can already tell that she's an overworked and stressed person. She deserves a break. As I rub her shoulders, I would lightly trail kisses on the back of her neck, up to her ear. I'd whisper sweet praises in her ear. She seemed to be flustered by them yesterday when we were cooking, maybe she does have a praise kink...funny how we go hand in hand, me as the dominant one and her needing to be praised..Taylor, watch yourself...

I'd tease her, only a little, by softly biting her earlobe. I'd let my tongue trace over her ear to soothe it from the bites. I'd slowly move my hands down her torso, praising her body in her ear. I'd ask permission to remove her top, and with permission granted, I'd trail kisses down her sternum. Soft but firm kisses down to underneath her breasts. I'd kiss underneath the left one first, then the right one, all while gliding my hands up and down her sides. I'd ask her permission to remove her bra and after I do so, I would take a minute to admire the beauty in front of me. I'd keep praising her, telling her how stunning she is because she needs to know. I would glide my hands up her body to her breasts, not breaking contact with her as I firmly believe that every inch of her body needs to be worshipped. I'd give them a gentle but firm squeeze, tracing over her nipple and leaning over her, replacing my fingers with my tongue around it. I'd play with her other nipple with my opposite hand, avoiding neglecting any parts of her body. After I give a fair amount of attention to her left breast, I'd move to her right and repeat the same process.

I'd slowly make my way further down her body, kissing her hip bones as a drag my palms across her torso, feeling her silky smooth skin underneath me. I'd look up at her with pleading eyes, begging her for further access. I'd ask permission to continue and with approval, I'd remove her shorts, keeping her underwear in place. I'd caress my hands over her legs and kiss the top of her thighs, making my way down to her ankle. I'd praise her even more, telling her how beautiful her skin is and how kind she is. I'd thank her for letting me be able to even see her this way let alone touch her. I'd worship her other leg, then kiss my way back up to the top of her hips. Gazing into her eyes, I'd slowly pull down her panties and kiss my way back up her hips. I'd keep my hands on her thighs and spread them further apart giving me easy access to her center. 

I'd lay in between her legs and begin kissing the inside of her thighs, looking into her eyes while doing so. I'd start on her left side then move over to her right. I'd praise her telling her that she's so beautiful and I'd thank her again for letting me be in that position. I'd tell her how hot she is and how it turns me on seeing her so wet for me. Seeing that I made her that way....fuckkk...

I'd lick in between her folds, not going too deep inside, but just enough to gather her arousal. I already know she'd taste amazing. Fuck. Hearing her whimper and moan for me, I'd lick her clit but quickly replace my tongue with my thumb, rubbing light circles around her. I'd dip my tongue back inside her and hold eye contact with her. I'd moan inside her at the taste of her arousal around my tongue. With the sounds of her moans growing louder, I'd dip my tongue deeper inside of her while rubbing her clit at a faster pace. Without breaking eye contact, I'd slide my middle finger inside her easily because of how wet she is for me. After adjusting to my finger, I'd slide in another, making her moan out for me. I'd praise her, telling her "I'm proud that you're taking my fingers so well, baby" and  "I'm glad you're so wet for me". As her moans increase and her chest heaves, I'd press down a bit harder on her pelvis with the hand that is circling her clit in an attempt to control her hips that are struggling to thrust on my fingers because she's so horny for me. I'd praise her by telling her "You're so close" and "You're almost there".  I'd beg her to come for me, and when she does, I'd tell her how much I love feeling her tighten and come undone around my fingers.

I'd slowly remove my fingers from her center and lick them clean as I gaze deeply into her eyes. I'd lower myself back down between her legs, licking her arousal clean from between her legs. I'd work slowly, savoring ev-

"Taylor..?" I hear her mumble from on top of me, interrupting my daydream.

"Good morning gorgeous," I say, just about a whisper. My heart beating a little faster as if I just gotten caught doing something I shouldn't have. I mean...you kinda did, Taylor.

"Are you okay? I could hear your heart beating loudly" she chuckles as she lifts her head from my chest.

Shit.

'Yeah, no, all is good! I was just imagining fucking you, y/n!'. Jesus Taylor get it together.

"Yeah, I am. I was just....daydreaming...and got excited." I explain a slight blush apparent on my cheeks that I know for a fact she can see because of the close proximity between us.

She chuckles a little and furrows her eyebrows in thought.

Before she can think too much about what I just said and the positions we're in at the moment, you know, putting two and two together, I ask her "Are you hungry? I can make breakfast for us"

She nods her head and untangles herself from me with a small smirk on her face which, at first glance, you'd miss because it was hidden so fast.

Fuck. She definitely knows.

Author's Note

So a little dive into Taylor's mind at the moment, who would've guessed she had such thoughts? What does this mean for how Taylor is going to act around y/n? How will y/n act now having an idea as to what Taylor was thinking? How will this impact their trip to San Diego? Keep reading to find out!

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Hey, y'all! So this chapter was definitely different compared to the earlier ones before and I'm not too sure how I feel about it! I was asked to do a smut chapter and ask me and ye shall receive! I didn't want to do something that would greatly impact the storyline, so I did a short imagined-kind-of chapter. Should I take it down? Should I write some more chapters like this in the future? Let me know what y'all think! I also created an AI audio for this chapter only because I saw some videos on TikTok and thought it was pretty cool. So, for web users, it's going to be the external link at the end of the story near the share button. As for mobile readers, I tried to post a link as a comment on the first page of the first paragraph. As always, thank you so much for reading!