McCall's Little Sister

Chapter 28

So Scott, Stiles, Isaac, Boyd all went on a cross country meet, more the less, I feel alone and scared again. Derek died, and Scotty hasn't been the same. It's like he's hurt maybe he is, I don't know, he has once again left me on the curb. I still haven't talked to any of them, since that night. I don't know what's wrong with me but it's like every time I try to the words are locked down.
I sit in my room, I don't want to leave the house till my brother or any of his friends get back. They protect me since I can't protect myself, I'm the little freshman to them, the scared, little 14 year old kid.
I fall asleep, I don't care if it's mid day. Its Saturday so what. I know I probably won't get any sleep tonight knowing no one is home with me. Mom has late shift, Scott is gone, everyone is gone but Mason which I don't want to get him involved in this. No one wants me involved, especially Scott. So he tries to leave me on the curb telling me little or nothing. But I'm not really caring anymore, I know he just wants to protect me so I let him, but since that night, I can't hardly sleep without having nightmares, Deucalion had threatened me, he said if Scott didn't join his pack, he would kill me and everyone I cared about, That would mean Mason, Scott, Stiles, everyone. I couldn't tell Scott, he would freak and worry, then Protect me like crazy, I mean keep me close as possible, probably send Isaac to spy on me! I looked around my room and said" the world is a crazy place but when you really know what's out there, its worse and when you are pulled into it, it really sucks." I laid down and closed my eyes still not falling asleep.