Wanting You - EDITING.

Chapter Twenty

I woke up to Blake walking back in the bedroom “hey go back to sleep” he whispered leaning over and kissing the top of my head, brushing the bits of hair from my face.

“I'm really tired, you've worn me out big time” I half laughed sitting up and letting out a yawn, I glanced at the clock it was only 6am “why you up so early?”

He sat down in front of me, pulling his socks on “well as we both know I've been neglecting work a bit and I need to catch up on a fair bit of paperwork”

“oh sorry, I don't mean to take you away from your job” I mumbled, suddenly feeling bad, his work was one thing he loved doing, and he had worked pretty hard to get to where he was now.

“don't be sorry, I haven't had a day off in years, it's good to just relax with you, your my stress reliever” I looked up at him and he was smiling directly at me, knowing that I make him feel like that over the woman he's meant to marry makes me feel better.

“when do you need to be at work?” I whispered pulling on the tie that was going around his neck.

“now” he said in barely a whisper, I kissed him softly over the corner of his mouth “soon” he groaned slightly, my hands trailing down his chest to feel the bulge in his underwear, “soonish” he hissed as I squeezed him hard, I slipped my tongue in his mouth and kissed him hard, my hands trailed up and around his back then lower grabbing his ass which made him thrust his hips forward, his mouth roaming over my neck “after I do you” he growled.

I pulled back smiling that I got the answer I wanted.

This tonight Brody and I was getting drunk together.

We were going clubbing and only because Brody had been begging me all week, trying to get me to go out and dance up a storm together and since we were now a 'couple' it was only fair to go with him. Blake was annoyed about me going and that was mostly because he wasn't going to be there to keep the boys off me, in other words he's jealous that I wont be able to spend Saturday night with him, the best part though is I am staying on at his place in Brody's room, so he's going to get a little surprise in the middle of the night when I try sneak into his room, hopefully we don't fail like the last time we were together.

After Blake had left this morning I slept until today's appointment, I had forgotten about it until Brooke mentioned it and I wasn't looking forward to it one bit.

Right now though I was standing in the middle of a dress makers shop with my gut sucked in and barely breathing, I couldn't bend or move for that matter, my tits were literally touching my chin and double the size thanks to the stupid push and pump bra.

“don't take this the wrong way but you look like a hooker” Brooke whispered holding in her laughter.

“none taken, I feel like one” I smiled “I can't breathe”

“oh Alex I was worried you was still going to be too big but you fit into that perfect, maybe you could loose some extra pounds but we'll work on that” Jenna came over, if there was ever a time to hold back my laughter it was now.

She was in her wedding dress, if you could even call it that, her nipples were pretty much the only things covered, I thought the dress I was wearing was bad but this was just wow, short at the front and long a poofy at the back, it was as if someone attacked the dress with a pair of scissors.

So I did what any great bridesmaid would do, I plastered a smile over my face and faked it “you look perfect”

“oh I know, I cant even wear underwear with this, Blake will love it and most likely begging me to leave for our honeymoon earlier” she shimmied off towards the mirror, well that put a damper on my mood.