Living A Lie

Saying Goodbye

8:46 pm Sunday, May 3rd

Me: so am I being ignored or what? Because I've texted you twice in the past two weeks just to talk and you've never responded.

12:51 pm Monday, May 4th

Me: I'm a little worried about you...

8:18 pm Tuesday, May 5th

Me:Hiii

10:02am Sunday, May 10th

Me: Cameron, what happened? I don't know what I did to make you hate me. You promised me you would never do this.

4:41 pm Saturday, May 16th

Me: did you die or something?

GUYS IM SO WORRIED

I don't know what to do!!!

Cameron was a true friend, or so I thought. He promised me he wouldn't do this to me. The last thing he said to me was to talk to him whenever I needed someone, and now he won't answer me

I'm so scared omg what if he hurt himself? What if he's dead, guys?

What do I do?

I'm scared to call him. I've been texting him. It's been about four weeks now and I'm absolutely terrified

I know he's been depressed and be used to cut and he was going to commit suicide but his mom stopped him. He said he was all better!

I'm freaking out because there's only a few possibilities here.

1. He's dead and his phone hasn't been deactivated yet

2. He's grounded from his phone

3. His girlfriend made him stop talking to me. Which doesn't make sense because he told me she wouldn't stop him from talking to me because he loved talking to me

But you would think that if it were the last option that he would've said something, right? And that he would've told me to stop harassing him by now.

If he doesn't text me or call me on my birthday, I'm calling him. I'm worried and scared but I'll be so pissed if he's just ignoring me because the hateful bitch told him to!

If he doesn't answer, then I'll leave him a message saying goodbye. And I'll erase him from my life.