Blood and Water | Neteyam

The Wise ∼ 2

"MaJake, your son is actually bleeding." She had almost forgotten that Neytiri was standing behind them and Tcelia was startled slightly when she spoke up.

"Mother, it's-its fine," Neteyam said, shaking his head softly. But her soft voice obviously affected Jake as the lines in his forehead soothed and his shoulders relaxed. He nodded gruffly.

"Dismissed. Go and get patched up."

Shooting a small smile at Tcelia and Lo'ak, Neteyam scuttled off to find his sisters. Jake quickly turned his burning gaze on Lo'ak. "You do realize you almost had your brother killed right?" Yep, this was starting to get really uncomfortable for her. Tcelia bit her tongue before she could say something stupid. She wanted to tell Jake that this really wasn't Lo'ak's fault, but Jake was Olo'eyktan, and she didn't dare speak against him out of respect for him.

Jake dealt out Lo'ak's punishment. No flying for a month. That was a rough one. Tcelia had been grounded more than a few times herself, since she somehow always found herself in the middle of one of Lo'ak's shenanigans. And then there was also the fact that she was a very hot-headed person and had more than once started a fight if she felt wronged or if someone had dared tease Kiri. Lo'ak was often involved too, and they frequently found themselves grounded together.

Tcelia didn't exactly know what to make of her hot-headedness, but she knew that she very much disliked standing by whilst something unjust happened. Neytiri called her passionate. Jake just shook his head.

Tcelia had looked up to Jake for as long as she could remember and though she usually agreed with him, she often thought him too tough on his youngest son. She had noticed that Jake often compared his two sons to each other, which couldn't be healthy for any of the three of them, but she was too afraid to share her thoughts with him. After her mother had died, Jake and Neytiri had accepted Tcelia into their family, and she now lived in constant fear of every misstep she made, fearing that it would make them realize they had made a mistake.

Tcelia's mother, Ninat, and Neytiri had been best friends since they were kids. Soon after Neytiri had Neteyam, Tcelia's mother got pregnant with her. She had fallen in love with an avatar just like Neytiri, one of the few who had been allowed to stay on Pandora. But her dad had died before she was even born. He had wanted to transfer his consciousness into his avatar body just like Jake had, so that he could be with Tcelia's mother for real, but his soul had been too weak, and he hadn't made it.

Her mother never got over the loss of her mate and slipped into a depression so deep no one could reach her. She had tried for the first couple of years of Tcelia's life to be a mother, with help from the Sullies, but slowly it had gotten too much for her. Her sorrow was too grave, too real and she had taken her own life when Tcelia was five.

After that, Jake and Neytiri had taken her under their wings. But although she usually felt a part of the family, she also had a constant voice in the back of her head telling her that she was only a guest in their house, that soon they would realize that she wasn't worth the trouble.

Jake and Neytiri started out by making sure that they didn't treat Tcelia differently from their other kids, but they had almost stressed this to the point of ridiculousness and made it openly obvious that they weren't trying to favouritise anyone. Tcelia's young brain had picked up on it and concluded that they were doing it only out of pity. And that seed had grown and blossomed into a constant insecurity.

Although another part of her brain, the larger part of it that she usually listened to, told her that, of course they loved their other kids more than Tcelia, and that was completely fair. She wasn't truly theirs and she never would be. Tcelia had come to accept that, and she couldn't expect Jake and Neytiri to love her with the same intensity they did their actual children.

"You did great today." Tcelia was pulled out of her spiraling depressing thoughts by Jake's voice. He had dismissed Lo'ak and was now looking at her with... was that pride that shone in his eyes? He reached out and ruffled Tcelia's hair, like she had done earlier with Tuk. "You came through when we need you, warning us about the helicopter before it came too close." Jake gave her a smile. It was incredible how fast his mood had changed after Lo'ak had left. She had to find Lo'ak after this and make sure he was alright.

"Thank you, sir. It was an honour."

Jake chuckled and shook his head gently, "How many times do I have to tell you that you can call me Jake, Tcelia?" Jake looked over his shoulder as someone called his name, needing the guidance of the Olo'eyktan. "Now, go on and get out of here, I'll see you tonight," he said before turning around and walking briskly over to whoever had called his name.

Tcelia turned on her heel and started her search for Lo'ak.

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