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Chapter #1| Hurt

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I dream of a bird.

A bird flying high in the air, a eagle flying free and that dream have so much meaning for me because being free is what I wanted. Being able to open your wings and just fly high in the air and fly not worrying about dangers lies from the beyond.

All my life I felt trapped and lost within, the man I love vanish. The promises he says, the love he makes me feel, the lust he whispers are all lies. Why I asked myself, the man I come to love doesn't love me anymore? Have I done something to displease him? Have I done something to anger him? But nothing, I got nothing but dead sickening silence. I'm broken and that's what everyone doesn't understand how much that man broke me. I put on a fake smile everyday, I slide down that pole for perverts to view. My drug addict brother still lives with me and won't allow me to help him.

What have I done to ever deserve this?

I remember that day like it was yesterday. Master Leon took me out for my birthday, he treated me like a princess, whispered his love to me. It was a magical night then suddenly the next day we was gone, no call, no text, no letter, nothing he left nothing behind. I was never the same that day, I waited for his call but as days go by that hope slowly disappears into ashes.

No one knew why Master Leon left, no one had gotten in contact with him. I fall into a deep depression and for years I had to live everyday of my life wondering what I've done wrong for him to leave. I focus on myself that I hadn't realise my best friend Trent have been held captive and abused by Asher.

"Seb I need cash" said Edward. I look away from the window and turn to face him, I sighed.

"Cash for what?" I asked him

"None of your business now just give me the damn money" he replied

"No! how about you get a damn job and earn your own money, I need this money Ed and I'm the only one who's playing the bills and buying food" I said

"You ungrateful piece of sh*t, no wonder mom and dad died" he said. I flinch, I turned around and slap his face hard.

"It wasn't my fault! that f*cking drunk driver hit our car so don't you dare say its my fault that I caused their death" I yelled

"Of course you're going to let me die or worse even get killed" he said. I gasped.

"Who's addicted to drugs where? me or you because you're the one who went out dealing, you're the one who's addicted not me so how about you shut your f*cking mouth and piss off" I yelled.

"F*ck you!" he hissed

"Listen I got no time for this, I have work" I said. I grab my jacket then slam the door shut, I'm not going to argue with him any further it's pointless. How can I help someone who doesn't want to be helped. I sighed and go into my dump of a car and drove to work, I wasn't even in the mood to dance but got bills to pay and got no time to lazy around.

Life sucks.


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