Shoyo stared down at the floor, atsumu next to him. "Remember high school?", the words brought back so many unwanted memories. Rin, he promised to never forget, yet he did, space turned into a year and a few months.
He stared at himself for a moment, disgusted with himself. After that day he was never the same. He was quiet, he didn't really talked, dropped out of high school and tried to blend in. He dyed his hair black, stopped telling people his sexuality and generally broke down.
He was different, he changed for the worst. "Yea, tsumu I do. I..I miss Rin", atsumu dropped his phone and stared back up at shoyo. "We all thought you forgot about him, you should text him. He hasn't got a partner since and always bitch and moans about you"
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Shoyo :( | 1:32 pm
Hi Rin, this is super out of nowhere and im so sorry. I was wondering if you wanted to meet up again? I've just been thinking about high school, us and all of it lately and I miss you.
My love | 1:35 pm
hinata? wtf. whatever if you wanna meet up sure.
Shoyo :( | 1:36 pm
Please don't act like this Rin. please don't call me hinata, please don't do none of this to me. Rin I'm so sorry, I really am. I love you still. I never stopped thinking about you. Don't act cold to me. I still love you.
My love | 1:38 pm
Ok shoyo. Whatever you say
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Rintarou sat at the booth, hands in his lap, he wasn't staring at anything in particular. He waited, sort of not believing shoyo would come but whatever. He was angry, angrier than ever. Shoyo had dropped out, blocked him and even moved; just to get away from him? Jesus it wasn't like he was a stalker.
He thought about all the memories they had together, them under the stars laughing and cuddling, the cuddling in general, when they would comfort each other, when shoyo did his face masks, he still had that feeling for shoyo.
He never truly got over him, it had only been a year, 2 months and 11 days but, only Rin was counting. He tried not to think about shoyo often, so he was angry when after all this time he randomly texted him.
"rinnie?", the familiar nickname made him stop and turn his head. "hi hin- shoyo", he gave a half hearted smile, not getting up. Shoyo dat across from him, fumbling with his fingers.
"Rin, please. I want to fix this- us", Rin scoffed. "Shoyo there's nothing to fix. You left me and that's that. Even if we get back together, I don't trust you shoyo. All that shit in high school was all because of you", rintarou spoke from his heart, he did want to get back with shoyo if he was being honest.
He was scared, scared shoyo would run away again. "I know Rin, I'm sorry, I know that it's not enough but I really am. Rin I miss you, so so much you're my everything I changed after you, for the worst. I just, I want my Rinnie back."
"I wanted you back too"
"Wanted?"
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Shoyo sat there, collecting his thoughts. They talked everything out, their insecurities in the relationship, the smoking, the talking, everything. Even the embarrassing things, the new things and how they felt.
Shoyo liked rin, Rin didn't want to get hurt again, shoyo talked about his insecurities with himself and relationships.
"Rin? Can I kiss you?", he wanted to feel rins lips on his after so long of not having him. "Don't have to ask shoyo", the same words he said when they had gotten together the first time, shoyo smiled to himself before leaning in. The kiss brought life to shoyos eyes, his now dull eyes, starting to sparkle and glisten in the light.
Rintarous mood changed, for the better. His hands met shoyos cheek the kiss getting longer. They pulled away for a breath, shoyo smiled.
"I missed your kisses Rinnie. Can we try again?"
"We can try again, I promise this time"
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Shoyo and rintarou laid there, together in bed. No words, no glances, nothing. Just holding each other soaking in the comfort they needed so desperately. "Shoyo. I missed you. Did I tell you that?", shoyo kissed his temple. "You did baby, so many times. I missed you more", rintarou curled up.
He missed shoyo so much, shoyo said he'd loved him, Rin said he cared but once he was gone, suddenly both were scared. For their future and mental health.
Because of shoyo, in gardens of blossoming flowers he ached from the perfumes of spring, shoyos perfume. His flowery scent that rintarou longed for in the months he didn't see shoyo.
He no longer remembered his hands; how did shoyos lips Feel on rins?
"Shoyo, I-I couldn't remember so much of you, your hands, your eyes.. those AMAZING thighs.. none of it. I-I missed you but didn't remember you..", shoyo peppered kissed all over his face, wiping the tears that slid down his pale face.
Shoyo straddled his lap, kissing all over his face. "It's ok Rin, we have new memories to make. And we look different. It's ok baby, Don't cry", rintarou started wiping the small tears , shoyos kisses driving him from insanity.
"Shoyo, I love you"
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pretty
Fanfictionshoyo loved compliments, he liked women saying he had pretty eyelashes, people messing with his hair, lipglosses making his lips plump, he liked feeling pretty. he entertained it, notes in his locker, texts and even daring to whisper it in his ears...
