"...Cry... " I watched Felix say quietly. He was the only one who spoke. Nobody moved. Nobody could. As every second passed I wanted so badly to reach for that mask of mine..
I looked at the pale white mask laying on the floor and contemplated it. I bet that I could have hold of that in two seconds if I wanted..
But no. Before I could think any longer about how badly I wanted that porcelain mask on my face, suddenly I was attacked with two hugs at once.
"CRY! CRY IT IS YOU! ITS YOU ITS YOU ITS YOU" shouted a very excited Mark right into my right ear.
"CRY WEVE MISSED YOU BUDDY!! ITS BEEN SO LONG!" shouted an even more excited Ken into my left ear.
After about twenty seconds of extremely tight hugs, they slowly let me go and have me huge smiles. But I glanced past them at Felix.
Ken and Mark stepped aside, allowing what seemed like a teary eyed Felix to approach me. I couldn't tell if he was actually crying or not because he immediately pulled me into a hug and I immediately hugged back. I buried my face into his shoulder and it helped me feel less self conscious about the way I look. Because he couldn't see it. Nobody could. And that's the way I like it to be.
"Cry.. Why didn't you tell me before.. Do you have any idea how much I missed you.. I waited for you in the hospital that day but they told me it could have taken weeks and I should just go home.. When I refused they practically kicked me out.. I never even got to tell you I love you.." Felix said.
Guilt started to set in. Something about the tone of his voice and the sentiment in his words just made me feel.. Guilty.
I almost melted into Felix. I've missed it. The love. The warmth of him. That expensive Swedish cologne I remember him wearing the day spoon did this to me. All of it just brought back memories. So many memories.
"Cry.." he said quietly.
I moved my head a bit to look at him, only to see his beautiful blue eyes staring back at me. And in nearly no time, he was kissing me.
God I've missed it. I've missed him. I always knew I did but never acknowledged how much until now.
Silent "aww" 's were heard scattered across the room. That is until Ken's voice topped them all.
"god dammit y'all gonna make me cry." he said in an obviously fake saddened voice.
"come here buddy. Bring it in." I heard Mark reply.
I broke my kiss with Felix and looked past him at the two hugging and fake crying into each others shoulders. I laughed.
I looked over at the table of my friends all sitting completely still except for Snake who was casually eating a piece of toast.
"cry.. You could have showed us sooner." Russ said.
I shrugged. "it was.. Hard. I don't really look like a face that matches the voice, man."
He shrugged and nodded. "point taken. But I don't think anyone would have thought of you any differently."
I shrugged again. Felix hugged me tighter. God damn I've missed this...
I KNOW ITS SHORT
ITS A FILLER TO ANSWER THE CLIFFHANGER AND ALLOW ME TO REUNITE WITH MAH FANFIC
ILL GIVE A LONGER CHAPTER NEXT
AND SOME SNUND TO BALANCE OUT THIS PEWDIECRY
YOURE WELCOME FOR THE FEELS!!!
PS SORRY FOR POSSIBLE TYPOS CX
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