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[Tissues for the last time <3]

HYUNJIN'S POV

Dear Everyone

It has been a few days since I lost the love of my life. You could call us nothing but high school sweethearts but that's just your opinion. To me, he was my everything

I never really believed in love at first sight and neither did he, but one day he just came walking into my class and that same disbelief happened to me

Every since then, I was crazy over him. I would think about him everyday and even at night. He took up 99% of my brain

Luckily I gained the courage to tell him that I like him and to my surprise, he felt the same way

He was my only reason, my only love, my safe haven, my partner in crime, my bestfriend and the only person I truly loved

Everything about him made me smile like he way his face would light up everytime he laughed and the way he'd giggle when he was nervous

He became the only thing I cared about. I would get concerned whenever he missed a day of school or he would leave my house early without saying goodbye

Not only does my bed feel empty without him but so do my arms and heart

I did not know about his condition and I wish he could have told me before it got any worse. If he just let me know, I would pay for his treatment with the money I have

A day does not go by without me blaming myself for the whole situation. But not for no reason, there is a reason why I do blame myself

I insulted and shut him down everytime he tried to speak just because he broke up with me

I mean, he did break up with me with a weak excuse and I could not have known the actual reason but that did not justify the way I went about it

I just wish he could have told me instead of lying to me and breaking up with me with a weak excuse

But speaking about it now won't help. After all, he is still gone

It's been difficult for the past few days. Waking up to no texts from the male just felt so alien to me

I had one more performance day at one venue before I decided to take a break

I tried not to break down but it wasn't easy considering the fact that I had to sing kiss me slowly