!TW! (there in desc)
song of this chapter : softcore - the neighbourhood
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"TOMMY WERE HEREE!!"
I wake up from my nap.
"WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO"
I step out the car, I look at the air bnb.
"shitt" i say
"ITS SO FUCKING COOL" i practically yell.
"YOOOO" wil says stepping out the car. We grab our bags and head inside, we knock on the door and philza opens it.
"hey mate!" phil says
"HEYYYY BIG MAN!" I say running inside.
"techno is already here. He's just in the living room."
"oh alright!" wil says, standing behind me.
"Come in." he laughs. We head inside, and take our shoes off, and set the luggage down.
"I was just cooking dinner!"
"oh alright." Great...
"Me and tommy just ate 1 hour ago but we can still eat." wil says
"oh." I mutter
"where did techno go?" I ask since he's not on the couch.
"uhh." phil says looking behind him.
"HELLLOOO." techno says coming down the stairs. I flinch at the sudden loud sound, stupid father... I dont think anyone noticed tho.
"sorry I was just setting my room up." techno says
"Its all cool mate."
We were all just sitting around talking, laughing, it felt nice, almost like we were a real family.
It felt nice.
For once I felt loved.
"finally its done im starving!" phil says along with a chuckle. I really hated eating around people...
Phil sat at the island table with techno and me and wilbur sat at the dining table. I sit there looking at my food, and picking at it.
"tommy just eat half of it, you got this." wil whispers in my ear.
"i'll try my best..."
I eat half of it like wilbur told me to. I then get up from the table and head to the bathroom I feel wilbur grab my hand, I look back and see wilbur with a sad look on his face.
I feel so guilty...
I shake wilburs hand off and run to the bathroom and kneel to the toliet and throw up/purge.
After im done I flush the toliet and walk out, and put my plate away. Wilbur was just staring at me.
does he know?
"phil im going to go set my room up!"
Wilbur pov :
tommy finishes eating half of his food, Im proud, but he then get up and starts heading off somewhere.
The bathroom. I grab his arm, I knew something was up. I knew there was a sad look on my face but I couldnt help it, cause tommy then looks back and a sad look goes on his face, he shakes my hand off and runs to the bathroom. Knew it... I wasn't going to tell phil or techno though.
Tommy pov :
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I finish setting up my room, and look back in my suit case, and find the razor... I was going to do it anyways-... I pick it up, and walk to the bathroom.
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Just like always I roll up my sleeves and a few minutes later I hear a knock on the door, my heart drops, I hide the razor, rinse my cuts, bandage my arm up and clean any drop of blood I then open the door, and out of anyone it could be its fucking wilbur. Of course. I push past him not wanting any shit to happen, and go to my room.
Fuck the razor is still in the bathroom.
If he finds it im fucking dead...
HELLO! GUYS I DONT REALLY HAVE ANYTHIGN TO SAY SO AS USUAL STAY HEALTHY AND HYDRATED
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