"safeword". the sexual tension grows even more and I breathlessly reply " vanilla", without wasting another second, he roughly pounds inside of me till every inch of his dick is inside me. my head balls back and suddenly a sharp pain stings on my as...
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No, esme, please,please dont be gone, fuck. I looked around the whole room, the bathroom, balcony, wardrobe, she was no where. All her clothes were gone. All her stuff was gone. She was gone. The only thing left of her, was her vanilla scent, and everytime i smelled it, i wanted to kill myself.
What the fuck have i done. I lost her. I broke her. I saw it in her eyes the second i spat all those words that she was shattered, but i said it anyway. Why? Because i hated myself. And i let my hatred for myself ruin the only thing that kept me sane.
I sat on the bed and let my thoughts sink in, every moment of this day, every moment of the last 4 years. Losing her. Finding Carlo, meeting Esmeralda, our wedding, and today.
The day i finally had the man i wanted to ruin right infront of me. Instead, i ruined the only person i forever wanted to protect.
Seeing her gone has made me realise what she had done to me, how she changed me over the last couple of months, how her smile had turned into the only thing i wanted to wake upto, how her soft hands touched my face, how her lips perfectly fit mine. Fuck. How did i let this happen, how could i let her go away from me.
My eyes fell open a small note sitting on the table beside me ans i opened it and saw "goodbye". Before i knew it, a small tear left my eye and landed down my cheeks.
I need her. I fucking need her. I need her to breathe. I need her to survive. She is mine. Im the one that broke her, and im the only one that will fix her.
I need to go and get her. But where? Where is she? Is she okay? Fuck, its too late at night, will she be okay?
I ran down the stairs and opened the main door to leave when i heard footsteps behind me.
" shes at Aria's." Leo spoke in a monotone.
"Thanks" i replied turning back to the door.
"Im coming along with you" Leo says rushing behind me.
"I dont need you to babysit me, ill be fine" i roll my eyes heading towards my car.
"Even though you deserve to die right now, im not letting you drive in that state" he barks.
"Ill.be.fine" i grit through my teeth.
"I.dont.care. Moreover, i have some work there anyway" a small blush creeps up his cheeks.
Oh yeah, Aria and Leo, i think we all suspected it already. "Is this work related to a certain blonde"
"Just fucking get in the car" he rolls his eyes and we drive our way to her place.
A few minutes pass by in silence, and with every second my heart starts beating faster. She hates me. She said she hates me. That exact moment is when i felt my heart drop to my stomach. All i need is to see her, to calm her, to win her back.
