This is where the reader or person feels insecure cause of the new kid ( kinda long I think? 💀 also tell me if I made any mistakes like changing the name Marin to Bailey at random times sorry
for that and also if it's it's good in general or I should change my style of writing. Anyways bye🦶🤤"
there is a new girl and my school named Marin and every time I try to talk to her she always just ignores me and tries to start conversation with my boyfriend robin instead. He always talk back to her and he's always smiling and laughing and the way he looks at her makes me super jealous. She has long blond hair with blue eyes and has the perfect body. She's skinner than I am. If I was robin I would probably choose her to. I w
Yn pov:
I walked up to my boyfriend robin smiling and I saw him with Marin. My smile dropped and I felt kinda sad. I don't know why I guess I'm just being dramatic and should stop being this way. They were laughing and smiling and Marin was blushing really hard. " hey Robin!" I said. " oh hi y/n" he says." Do you wanna walk home together?" I ask. Marin is looking at me with disgust in her face. I start feeling bad about myself." No sorry I'm gonna hang out with Marin after school but maybe tomorrow" Robin says. I fake smile. " okay! That's fine um I'll see you tomorrow then". " bye" he says. He usually kisses me before we leave but I think I'm just overthinking.
Time skip to y/n walking home😍
As I was walking home I see Robin and Marin. She steals his bandana and puts it on her head. He doesn't even try to take it back and he just smiles and laughs and tells her she should keep it. at this point I just run home. Did he loose feelings for me? Even if not this is just too much. Did he forget that he has a girlfriend or is his one last brain cell just to focused on marin. I cry myself to sleep and start crying even harder from telling myself how dramatic I am and how robin probably doesn't love me anymore.
Another amazing time skip to the morning
I wake up with mascara running down my cheeks and dried up tears. I don't even bother washing it off my face. I brush my hair and teeth and wear sweatpants and a sweater. I don't feel like impressing anyone because I bet Robin won't even notice me. As I'm walking to school I see Robin walking with Marin again. He says bye to her and starts coming over to me. He puts his arm around my shoulder." Hey love are you okay? Why have you been crying?" Robin asks me." Can you leave me alone please. I bet your girlfriend Marin wants to walk with you" I push his arm off my shoulder and walk faster to school. Robin looks at me confused and then goes back to Marin ( this little enfoirée)
I see him go back to her and just start crying again.
I've been ignoring Robin this whole day and he's been talking and laughing with Marin. Today sucks. As I'm walking home robin runs up to my. " why are you mad at me? Can you tell me why you've been completely ignoring me and making me feel like I did something wrong?" He says" yeah Robin well no offence but you did do something wrong. What's so great about Marin? Why is she better than me." I say with tears in my eyes. " my love she's not better than you why do you think that." Robin says. " BECAUSE ROBIN. The way you look at her and have been ditching me for her. I saw you walking home with her and she took your stupid little bandana and you told her she could keep it when you told me I couldn't even touch it. I mean seriously what the hell robin. You even ditched me to walk her to school. And have been talking to her all day not even thinking to ask me if I was ok? What's your problem are you insane? If you love Marin so much than go be with her. I mean she's obviously better than I am. Perfect body perfect hair with the perfect eye colour. I don't know why I have to be so ugly and be like this I'm being so dramatic but I just want to be loved " I say with tears coming out of my eyes. Robin hugs me and rubs my back." Please don't think that about yourself
hermosa your the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. I don't feel anything for Marin. She was just helping me study and I didn't let her keep my bandana. I was just joking. I don't want you to be sad I love you so much and would do anything for you. Your not ugly and not dramatic. She was asking me a question when I was with her coming to school to be fair I didn't even wanna talk to her. She asked me to hang out with her and I said no but then she started fake crying for some reason. I promise baby your the only one I love. Your perfect"
" I love you too Robin I'm sorry"
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