"Our Secret" || G!P Sana x Dahyun (SaiDa)

Ch. 12

Sana's POV

"...negative."

I fell down the floor as I sighed in relief.

"I'm so glad. I mean- I don't mind but I want us to graduate and find jobs first before starting a family, you know?"

Dahyun tackled me into a hug which I immediately gave back.

"I want that too."

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Earlier, I asked the driver who drove us back to the mansion, Ms. Hana, to buy some pregnancy test. It was embarrassing but that is for Dahyun's sake.

Ms. Hana even teased me and congratulated me for getting laid. What the fuck-

Not only that, I told her to just buy a pregnancy test but she bought something else too.

Pills and condoms...

She said it'll be beneficial for us if we ever do it again. No worrying about babies being made or whatsoever.

God, she really just know how to make me feel embarrassed.

But she's right. If Dahyun and I ever do it again, we would have protection.

"When I was 10, I could only do basic and one pan dishes to survive by my own. We don't have any maids, cooks and servants before. Sometimes I would even just have instant ramen for a meal."

Right now, I'm talking about my past life with Dahyun in my bedroom. She's my soon-to-be girlfriend so opening up to her is no big deal to me anymore.

"Your life must've been so tough." Dahyun frowned.

"I managed. Thanks to them, though, I'm now independent enough to live by my own. I just need to find a decent job so I could finally get out of this place."

"I support you with that. I don't like leaving the idea of leaving my family even though sometimes they're too much. But your parents are just... sorry I must be crossing a line there."

"Don't worry about that, baby. I know how much you love your family. Mine's just the worst. Even though your family might be a little harsh, that doesn't mean you have to do the same as I am." I saw her blush slightly, looking down while smiling.

I couldn't help but smile, thinking about our conversation right now. It's been so long since I've ever had a wholesome talk with someone. Even Eunha and I didn't talk like this.

"Sana-unnie?"

"Hmm?"

"I just wanted to ask, how and when did you start loving me?"

"I don't know exactly, Dahyun. I probably just realized it. When Momo told me that I love you already and I just couldn't see it, that made me think who you really are in my life. We didn't exactly met each other in a romantic way, to be honest." I chuckled.

I continued, "When I realized my mistake before when we followed Eunha and her girlfriend in the restaurant, it made me think that I was only doing that because I couldn't let go of the past and not because I love her still. When we hang out together, that's how I realized how much joy you're giving me. I couldn't stand seeing you hurt, it hurts me as well. And the thought of being with you in the future always comes into my mind."

"Is that how you define love?" She questioned.

"I can't easily and correctly define love. But knowing that I love you because well... you're you, and not for any other reasons, that's enough for me to know that what I feel for you is love."

"You just know how to make my heart flutter. I love you, unnie."

"I love you too, Dahyunie." I was about to kiss Dahyun when suddenly, the door opened,

"Aww, I love you too, Sana."

"What the hell, Ms. Hana?!"

"What? Sorry to ruin your moment with your girlfriend but I came here to tell you both that I bought takeouts so you two could eat but eh- I think you two would rather eat each other so... see you tomorrow, cheesydogs." Before I could even say something back, she shut the door already.

"Fucking Ms. Hana..." I cursed under my breath, making the pale-skinned girl beside me laugh.

"As much as I want to stay here and cuddle with you, I'm hungry. Shall we go downstairs and eat with Ms. Hana?"

"As much as I hate her for embarrassing me, sure." The statement made her laugh more before taking my hand and dragging me outside.

God, I love her so much.

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After eating, I decided to take Dahyun home. Her parents are probably worried by now. I sure do hope they won't bite my head off when they see me.

As soon as we reached their home, I decided to come with her so I could apologize in person to her parents. Well, of course I had to make an excuse as to why Dahyun stayed at our house overnight.

"Are you sure? Aren't you afraid?" Dahyun assured me for the nth time.

"Quite nervous, but I told you, it's okay. Come on."

I knocked on their door and within a few seconds, it opened, revealing Dahyun's mom.

"Dahyun! Where were you?! I already called the police to find you but they said you haven't been missing for 24 hours so they couldn't do anything!"

"Sorry, mom. I was at a... friend's house. It was sudden and I forgot to tell you that I would be staying overnight at their home after hanging out." Was Dahyun's excuse that she came up with. I almost smirked at how she was hesitant to call me as her 'friend'.

Anyway, I decided to butt in and formally talk, "I apologize too for not being able to contact you, Mrs. Kim. My mind forgot to inform you too about Dahyun staying at our place."

"I accept your apology but please inform me as soon as Dahyun's with you so I wouldn't have been too worried for her sake."

"Will do, Mrs. Kim."

"By the way, may I know what your name is?"

"Minatozaki Sana, ma'am."

All I got was a reply of silence. Did I say something wrong?

"Minatozaki..." I heard her whispered before shaking her head. "Sorry, I just- forget it. Thank you again for looking after my daughter."

"Alright..?"

Mrs. Kim just turned her back and walked inside white Dahyun gave me a quick wave before closing the door.

I'm still confuse about what happened. Mrs. Kim's look changed as soon as she heard what my last name is.

The look of anger yet longing both at the same time. Strange...