49| Rather than myself

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I've broken my own heart
trying to save yours.
Now I'm stuck in a loop of regrets
for not pushing hard enough.

I don't want to say that
I'm running out of time,
but sure it feels like it at times.

I'm getting older with so little accomplished
With a dream that I don't want to wake up from. Cause reality isn't nice
I try to make savings
but it sometimes seems impossible.

I always try to save others rather than myself.
That's why these regrets won't let me go
unless I accept them.
Getting out of the loop
that somehow has been keeping me up at night.

I hope that with your strength
I might make it out alive.

~ TINS ~

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