Alpha x Alpha [SB19 - SeKen AU]

Chapter 38

KEN

I am uneasy the whole drive.

Damn! I am.

I don't know why Pablo says something like that. He's fucking asking me if I can stop courting him.

Hell no! Not on my watch!

Minutes passed and we've arrived on their condo.

I hear him sighed.

I'm being so anxious about what he said.

"Can you?" Pablo spoke.

"Of course I can't!!" hindi ko mapigilang hindi mapasigaw.

Shit!

I'm frustrated!

Pablo looked down.

I don't want to raise my voice to him but he's asking me for something that is clearly impossible.

How can I even do that?

I love him so much.

I fucking love him very much!

"Why do you even think about that Pau?? Alam kong alam mong seryoso itong panliligaw ko sayo. I know you know how much I love you. Why are you asking me to stop hah? What if patayin mo nalang ako?" dire diretsong saad ko.

Bigla naman itong nag angat ng tingin.

He's in the verge of crying.

Oh fuck me!

"Hey... Pau...." I reached for his hands and gently hold it. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry." I repeatedly utter.

Pinigil nito ang sarili sa akmang pag iyak.

I haven't seen him being vulnerable. Not even for once.

"Why me Ken?" Pablo composed himself.

Huh? Anong 'why him'?

"What do you mean?" I asked.

He stared directly into my eyes.

"Of all people and omegas out there, bakit ako ang napili mo?" he looks dead serious while asking that question.

Well, i'm serious as hell as well.

"Pablo... I didn't choose you just because I wanted to. I'm courting you because my heart chose you." I answered and slightly squeezed his hands.

"I didn't pick you randomly. My heart did." dugtong ko pa.

"But i'm an alpha Ken. Just like you. How do you think this will work?" hirit muli nito.

Ayan na naman tayo sa kesyo parehas kaming alpha na yan. I don't care if we're both alpha. It doesn't change the fact that i'm inlove with him. Hindi pa ba sapat na rason yun?

"And why do you say that it will not?" I asked back.

I know it's something new. Not common. But love is still love. It comes in different shapes and forms, but it's still what it is.

Pablo averted his gaze.

"I don't know Ken." he shooked his head. "It's just...I think you're better off with someone else. You deserve more." malungkot na wika nito.

He's pushing me away. That's evident. Pero hindi ako yung tipo ng tao na madaling sumuko. Hangga't kaya ko, i'll fight for this. For my love.

Marahan ko muling pinisil ang kamay nito.

I wish my simple touch can convey enough reason for you to trust me.

"Pero sapat ka Pablo. Sapat ka sakin. Wala akong ibang hihilingin kundi ikaw. If it's somebody else, then I don't want it. I'd rather be alone than to be with them." I said assuring him.