I pulled away breathlessly, I rested my forehead on hers for a few second before looking down and looking deep into her eyes. She looked away from me and I saw a blush colour form on her cheeks. My lips turned into a small smile, something that hadn't happened to me in a very long time. I looked down to her wrist to see that the white bandage that I covered the bite with a turned a slight red colour. My heart dropped when I realised what I had done to her, I had caused her pain. I didn't know if I was going to be able to stop. Her blood was like nothing I had ever tasted before, it was amazing, but when I looked into her eyes and see the pain I was causing her forced me to pull away. This had never happened to me before in my whole life and that is a very long time. Something happens whenever I am near her, it is an overwhelming need to protect her. My mind started to think deeper then I realised. What if I am the one she needs protecting from? What if I suddenly lose control? What then? I can't control myself.
I was suddenly interrupted from my thoughts when I heard shouting coming from outside. "Come on" I sighed as I held my hand out for her to grab. "We need to get out there before something kicks off out there" I told her. She placed her hand in mine and we walked outside to where the rest of them where.
"YOU!" Louis shouted as soon as I got outside, here we go again. "WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO LEARN? I TOLD YOU TO STAY AWAY FROM HER!" He shouted. I let go of Bailey's hand and she took a few steps back until she joined with the rest of Tomlinson's group.
"Don't tell me what to do! I just saved you and your sisters god damn lives!" I shouted back.
"And look what happened! You got fucking bitten and my sister had to save your god damn life. I shouldn't have told her what to do. I should have let you die then and there!" he growled.
"Louis!" I heard Bailey gasp from behind.
"I stopped feeding on her! Did you know how hard that was for me to do? I would be surprised if you could even do what I just did!" I growled back.
"SHES MY SISTER! I SHOULD BE THE ONE PROTECTING HER NOT YOU!" he shouted.
"WELL YOU DIDN'T DO A VERY GOOD JOB CONSIDERING IF IT WASN'T FOR ME YOU WOULD BOTH BE DEAD!" I was really starting to lose my temper now.
"Have you told her all of the terrible things that you have done?" He asked. "Have you told her how many people you have killed? Have you told her anything about you? Because I'm pretty sure when she finds out she will want nothing to do with you."He stated. My heart stopped. How fucking dare he.
"Don't start me Tommo. Have you forgotten that I have your sisters blood in me? I could kill you in an instant. So say one more thing to me and it will be the last thing you say" I stated. My eyes ice cold.
"Let's get Bailey out of here, I think she has seen enough for one day" he said quietly, knowing that he had lost this argument. He brushed past me and took hold of Bailey's hand. I watched as she looked back at me. The sad look on her face made my heart drop. I watched as I saw the group disappear into the woods. I brushed my hands through my hair as I walked back into the house. I went straight up to my room and lay on my bed. I don't even know why I have a bed considering I don't sleep, I thought to myself.
I began to think of different ways to make this whole situation any better, but the bottom line was that I knew she would be better off without me. My short temper would eventually get her hurt one day, I know that I wouldn't be able to kill her considering in a couple of months she would be immortal but it was the emotional damage that I was worried about. Something that would haunt her for the rest of her life and that's something I couldn't live with.
"Mate, you okay?" Zayn asked me.
"Yeah I'm fine" I replied bluntly.
"How does it feel?" He asked me.
"How does what feel?" I asked confused.
"Having her blood in you, isn't that when our kind is as strong as they can get?" he asked.
"It feels just great" I replied sarcastically.
"You like her huh?" he asked. Damn this boy with all his questions. I just simply nodded in reply not wanting thus conversation to last any longer than it already had. "What are you going to do?".
For the first time in a long time I had to put someone else before me. I had to make sure she was safe but make sure that I was protecting her from myself at the same time.
I decided the best way to do that was to not let her see me anymore, I would just simply have to watch from a distance.