pt 21.

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So this chapter will focus on Kianna since we rarely talked about her, if ya'll don't want to read it I suggest you just skip it if you don't want to know about her/her character😚💙

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| 𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚛𝚍 𝙿𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗 |

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"I-I don't want help" Kianna muttered sitting on the bathroom floor curled into a ball as she cried her eyes out.

This was her 3rd panic attack since she woke up. Lately, she had been more distance from everybody and tried to focus on herself she even quit her job it was putting pressure on her and she couldn't handle it at all, Deandre didn't understand because she wasn't communicating with him he tried to get her to talk but she kept shutting him down so he stopped trying and gave her the space she needed.

He came around to check on her now and then just to make sure she was fine, she seemed fine in his eyes but she wasn't her mental health was eating her up to the point where she started taking pills again and slitting her wrist, she knew it wasn't going to help anything but it calmed her sometimes.

"You need help baby this is my ladybug is it?" She heard in a soft tone.

The voice of her mother.

"N-no.." she answered weakly.

"Why are you doing this, I thought we talked about this" her mother frowned.

"I can't do this any more mommy I feel alone and I-I don't want to be here anymore I don't have a purpose" she cracked swallowing the lump in her throat.

The more she put up with herself the more she started to hate herself she couldn't even put effort into her relationship because she didn't even love herself enough to love someone else she wanted a break from everything she just wanted peace in her life.

"You do have a purpose Pea you're supposed to make me proud baby, what happened?"

"Everything EVERYTHING my life is fucked up and I can't fix it every bad thing is happening to me I want a break Dre won't accept me if he knew who I am, I take pills, I had a child, I-I'm mentally fucked up he won't put up with me!"

"But if he was a real man he would he'd try and help you instead of leaving and guide you to a better place, you have to trust and believe in yourself Pea mommies here for you and so is Dre" her mother smiled staring down at her broken down daughter.

"But you're not here.."

"I am Pea ill always be here and in your heart, I won't go anywhere I promise"

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Kianna pulled herself together seeing Deandre waiting for her inside his car.

He didn't want to come off as disrespectful or rude to scare her but he didn't appreciate the fact that she wasn't communicating with him like she should've been he thought something happened to her but she was just bottled up in her apartment like it was nothing and he didn't like that.

She opened the passenger door before getting in allowing her body to relax in the seat she could tell from his facial expression that he obviously was upset she wanted to talk to him but she just couldn't.

"I'm not tryna argue with you I'm not finna yell at you cause you not no Lil girl so I'm just asking what made you ignore me for 5 days straight? You had me thinking something was wrong with you for real I let you slide for the first 2 days but 5 days If I'm being honest you had me fucked up" he expressed boldly.

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