Insecurities (SFW)

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You had a really attractive boyfriend.

You'd always get insecure because of this.

You'd overthink that he'd find someone more attractive, which he'd always assure you that it'll never happen.

You were looking at your reflection in the mirror, examining your body.

You hated how you look.

You cringed at how ugly you think you are. A verbal 'ew' was heard from you, with the sound of footsteps entering the room at the same time.

"What are you doing baby?" Your boyfriend asked as he walked in the room.

"Just.. looking at myself.." You frowned at him.

He sighed as he walked closer to you, hugging you from behind, wrapping his arms around your waist.

He kissed your cheek and whispered, "Is it okay if you tell me how you're feeling today?"

"I don't know.. I'm feeling kinda ugly today... I just- sometimes I wish I was even half as good-looking as you.. then we'd be a perfect couple." You whispered.

You felt your boyfriend nuzzle his face into your neck, not saying anything in reply.

You then felt something wet touch your neck, eventually hearing sniffles from him.

"A- are you crying? Why?" You tried wiggling out of his embrace to take a look at him.

He raised his head and rested his chin on your shoulder, looking at you with teary-eyes from the mirror.

Even when he's crying, he still looked handsome.

"I- I just.. hate it when you get insecure.. I want you to look at yourself how I see you, a- and what I'm seeing is a very beautiful person inside and out. You'd always tell me how charming I am but you can't tell yourself that.. Everytime I'd say that you are, you'd always deny it. It hurts.. It hurts seeing you devalue yourself." He breathily said.

"I just want you to be happy.. You'd always boost my confidence, and it's frustrating how I can't do it as well as you. I can't seem to boost yours.. I- I'm so sorry baby.." He sobbed, nuzzling his face back into your neck.

You chuckled as he kept crying. He really does care for you.

-

You were in bed with (his name).

He was already sleeping while you were just on your phone.

You were scrolling through your Instagram when you came across a photo of a model.

It made you feel insecure once again and you wished you were as good-looking as the model.

Thoughts of envy and self-hatred consumed your mind as you were crying quietly, not wanting to wake (his name) up.

You suddenly felt big arms wrap around you from behind and light, feather-like kisses to your nape (sasageyo bish).

"Why is my pretty girl/ boy crying hm?" He whispered into your ear as he kissed your earlobe.

You sniffled as you turned around, nuzzling your face into his chest.

He kissed your forehead as he played with your hair, "So, what's going on in that pretty little head of yours?"

"Do you really think I'm pretty?" You sniffled. "Of course! Prettiest person in the world." He proudly said.

"You're such a liar." You chuckled as you playfully hit his chest. "Whaaat? Me? Lying? Not in a gazillion light-years sweetheart." He laughed.

"But in all seriousness, if you ever feel not pretty, just come to me. I'll punch everything that'll make you insecure, even if it's a freaking... I don't know.. coffee machine? Haha. You always make me feel so pretty, and I'd be the happiest person on Earth to do the same to you."

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