Blame, something you do when your angry, it's something that makes relationships fall apart. Something that can tear someone to pieces from the inside. Be careful where you throw your Blame.
Clover:
I wanted to scream. I wanted to punch something I was so angry
"Damnit, Zane!" I yelled tears rolled down my face I crawled over to the corner and sobbed
Thrae:
He was gone. That was it. And I couldn't warn him. This was my fault. I killed him. I let myself cry. I remembered Salem's numerous taunts
"You'll never be anything more than a loser running from his problems"
"Your useless!"
"Wow, I've never seen someone so stupid in my life."
She was right. She was always right. My hands curled into fists.
No. I wouldn't believe that. She was always just a spoiled brat. Plus he was probably just back at the L&F I stood Wiping the Tears from my eyes and looking at the door back I took a step outside the shack someone's hand hit my shoulder
"Where are you going?" I heard Daks voice say
"I'm going back to apologize to him," I said
"How do you know he's there?" He asked
"I just know he can't be dead ok?!" I growled shaking his hand off
"What if he is? What if he's not there?! What then huh?!" Dak yelled
"Then I'll find where he is!!" I yelled
"What if you can't? What if he really is gone?" he asked
"Then i'll beat myself up for the rest of my days because this was my fault" I growled tears pricking the corners of my eyes. He shook his head
"No. it's no ones fault. No one could have seen that thing in enough time." he said
"I SHOULD HAVE! I SHOULD HAVE SEEN IT COMING I SHOULD HAVE. . . should have. . .I should have saved him." I said letting the tears roll down my cheeks.
"But I'm going. And you can't stop me." I said
"Thrae-" he started
"I said you can't stop me!" I exclaimed
"Thrae i'm not trying to stop you i'm coming too." he said smiling
"Will you just- wait. What?" I asked blinking stupidly
"I said I'm coming with you Thrae, you dummy I'm not letting you go alone, you'll do something stupid," he said grinning
"I'm coming too," Clover said she was right next to me I jumped
"Where did you come from?!" I yelped
"Look I know I'm short but really? I've been here the whole time." she sighed
"Oh," I said rubbing the back of my neck
"Bro, even I saw her." Dak said I sighed
"Ok. let's go," I said creeping slowly over to the light again I saw something flash in the corner of my vision I jumped out of the way as a guy tried to tackle me I pressed my foot on his back
"Who are you," I asked
"You know who I am, Thrae Traful." the guy said I knew his voice I took a step back
"V-Vinter?" I asked shocked he stood nodding
"Yeah," he said
"How? That- that was just a dream" I said
"Dreams are powerful. I know a few magic users who get their power from dreams. Whether that be dreams of pain, or of joy." Vinter said grinning
"Thrae? Who. . . wait. Demon guy?" she asked
"Hello. Clover" Vinter said grinning.
"You knew?" I asked
"Yeah," Clover said
"Why didn't you say anything?" I asked
"Why didn't YOU?" she asked crossing her arms
"I-I thought it would be a little weird if I said "Hey you were in my dream last night" or "I dreamed about you" even worse," I said
"Nope. that would be. . ." she trailed off looking at the ground
"Awkward?" I finished she nodded
"Now if you two lovebirds are done. I need your help" Vinter said
"Ugh! Were just friends" I said
"Mhmm. sure. Just friends" Dak said smirking I glared
"Anyway. What do you need help with?" I asked
"Not now. Come back and meet me in the shack in half an hour. You obviously need a bit to reconvene." Vinter said tackling one of the monsters and using magic to hurt it I went through the light and back into the L&F I walked back through the door and started to look around hoping to find Zane nothing. I almost fell to the ground crying I shook my head remembering Vinter telling me to meet him. I felt a tap on my shoulder I turned to see clover
"D-did you find him?" she asked her voice on the edge of breaking I shook my head solemnly I offered a hug which she gladly took sobbing into my shoulder I patted her awkwardly on the back "I have to go pack" I whispered eventually straightened
"S-sorry, I shouldn't have-" I cut her off
"You're fine, I get it. It's hard to lose a family member." I said she smiled weakly at me
"Thank you. . . I'm going to go find Jay." she said, awkwardly backing away. I sighed feelings swelling my heart was thumping almost out of my chest damnit Jay. always getting the cute girls. I thought I shook my head wait, what? Why did i just. . . I don't find clover cute! She's JUST MY FRIEND!!!!!!!!!! I scolded. I walked into my room and packed some extra clothes and some food
"N-no. I- I thought you LOVED ME!" I heard from the common room. I ran straight for it clover was standing in front of Jay who was grinning as Salem Layed her head on Jay's shoulder
"Sorry, but it's only fun if the girl gets hurt" he said a devilish grin on his face I glared at him.
"After everything she's been through. After everything we've all been through you- you selfish cunt! Your just gonna go and do that!?!! You fucking peice of shit!" I yelled my voice rising with my anger as the reality of the situation hit me
"She was right. I'm just a friendless loser who doesn't deserve someone like Jay" Clover whispered, falling to the ground. I crouched down looking her in the face
"No. you are amazing funny smart! And most of all friendly. You are anything but friendless!" I said wrapping my arms around her in a hug
"Have fun with that loser" Salem said chuckling
"What makes you think this won't happen to you?" Clover growled
"Because unlike you. I'm loved." she said sneering I let go of Clover and stood turning angrily to salem
"You? Who could love an unruly assholish bitch like you?!" I growled.
"Jay." she said
"He probably is just using you. Like he used Clover." I said shaking my head
"C'mon, lets go." I said Offering her my hand to help her up she grabbed it and allowed me to help
"Ok." she said her voice cracking we walked over to the exit door where Dak was waiting patiently I swung my duffle over my shoulder walking out the door
Aaaaaannnnnnnd end! Heh heh. sorry for the horrible punctuation and paragraph spacing. See ya next time whenever that is.
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"Heaven"
ActionDak glanced at his best friend "what are you talking about?" he asked "The cybrikain? you don't know about it?" Thrae asked "no." I said
