June 30, 2010
Dear Diary,
I'm sitten here listen too music and wondering wat went wrong in my life becuz it feels like ive lost everything and everyone no one talking, no one saying a thing so tell me wat do i do? my world is crumbling down , down, down to the ground and there is nobody there to build it up. my boyfriend left me for my best friend who forgot all about me but i really am scared it has been 5 years sence the rest of my familey died and in 2 more years i will be living on the streets because they will kick me out because i will be 18 the leagal age to be all alone. and that i will be and im so scared i have made no friends and i have no familey and i have no talent and i no longer have a boyfriend. so tell me diary wat do i do? do i go to Giger (my best friend who forgot all about me) or do i live out on the street? or do i do my option 3 get a job see my parents left me all there money but i am not able to get that money until i am 22 and that is not until like 6 years and two of those i will be stuck in this hell hole! i have nothing and i am just a peace of shit people throw around.....