downfalls of hood love

8

"shiid smoking wyd" he asked

"shiid finna do what i do best make dis money you coming ?" i asked

"ion feel like it"

"nigga you aint been out da house all week lets fucking go" i said

"mmcht" he said hanging up

"who tf" i said hanging up to grab my shit and get in my car driving to his house

wasnt finna let my nigga fall into depression or nun of dat. he can be upset and heal and have his space but i can see dat shit a mile a way and i wasnt having it

i got out and made my way inside. i always had the code to his house. i knocked on his door

he saw me and closed it back and i still went in laying on his bed as he smoked looking oht da window

"come on i want company" i said

"and i dont" he swid

"sassy" i said

and he punched me making me laugh

"come on just a few hours" i said

"mmcht ahy me"

"cause you my little brother come on"

"would you even be here rn if amina aint die"

"nigga what you mean" i asked

"nun" he shook his head

"i just dont want you alone" i said

"im fine alone"

"no you not you never have been" i said

"im straight bruh" he said sniffling

"you not and dats okay niggas got feelings its okay to show em" i said

he sat down and let it out and i sat there just to be in his presence let him know i care about him.

"when i watched her body hit da ground bro i felt like a piece of me was gone like i still cant accept the fact she gone bruh" he said

"i know man but its gon be aight just know she out of whatever misery she felt and she still with you spiritually looking over yo life protecting you and shit she dont want you sitting round sad trust me" i said

he nodded "lets go" he said

"youn have to" i said

"nah come on" he said putting onna shirt and grabbing his stash and we left

we got in my car and i sat my glock on my lap and we got ready to serve da community.

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lelanis POV

i sighed as it wasnt much to do today besides the fact of it being so hot. it was too hot for football to workout so they was in the locker rooms going over plays. so i was mainly focusing on volleyball today. they was chilling too tho so today was pretty chill i was still organizing everything

i looked at my phonr

jahseh
he straight he with me

you got em out the house ?

hy took a lot but i did it

well that's good yall be safe

aight mama you too

i smiled putting my phone down. i decided to walk around making sure all the water was filled for all teams.

"maam" i turned around

"what yo name i be forgetting"

"lelani"i said

"can i get sum ice" he said

"whats wrong" i asked as we walked back to da locker room

"my finger been hurting since yesterday" he said

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i was back at the house making my fav pasta for gang n nem since everybody was over. wasnt the same without amina. her in the kitchen harassing me about when i would be done with the food. or telling me about her love life and shit.

"you want help" jah asked knocking me out my thoughts

"nah im almost done just pull out bowls and forks and cups for me" i said

"aight" he said

"yall can start fixing yall food" i said

"want me fix yo plate" jah asked

"sure" i said

"whats wrong" he asked rubbing my back and i just shook my head

"nun thanks" i said getting my food and we all sat down on the couch watching a movie.

"this shit boring" aj said

"shut the fuck up you boring nigga" his girl said making me chuckle

she cool peoples we just never clicked fr not inna bad way it just never happened

"stop talking crazy for i take you upstairs" he said

"no the fuck you not" me and jd said at the same time

making everybody laugh but we was deadass and didn't find shit funny.

"im fuck with yall man jeez" he said

"yea cause we was gon jump you" jd said

"on god" i said