The Endless Loop...

Breakdown and Realization....

M – ( trying to convince her) uss wqt uski majburi thi...

K – ( looking at her ) aisa kya majburi thi jise dusaro ko sirf taklif hi the....iss majburi nahi kaha the hai......jo bhi kartha hai vo sab jaan buj kar kartha tha...baas apne galathi ko chupane keliye ye Manjburi ko tag kar dethe hai....aur ye baat tho aap bhi jaan thi hai jab hum dono ko papa akele chod kar chale gaaye the....aagar unka baas me hotha tho vo kuch aur karthe aur hume inthna dhuk nahi dethe jithne aaj hum dono gujar raha hai...aur ab humari Dost ne vohi kiya tho kaise hum bhul jaaye...maa.....kya unko humare darth mahasoos nahi hotha...

M – aagar hotha tho shyd aaj tak tumhe maane tumare piche nahi aathi...maana ki jo bhi huva sab galath huva aur shyd aisa hona bhi nahi chaiye tha....par iska matlab tho nahi haina uss baat ko leke aage ki zindgai ne jiye...( Karishma looks at her ) maan the hai tumare papa hume aise hi chod ke chale gaaye par fir bhi hum dono ne mil kar dusari zindgai baanayi na...aur aagar hum uss baat ko aaj tak apne saath leke chal the raha tho shyd hum dono hi thik nahi hothe....aur shyd aage kabhi baadthe hi nahi....tum hi kahathi hona ki jo cheez humare haath me hai usi ko balad sakthe hai tho tum kyu nahi badal de rahi ho.....

Dekho beta......jo ho chuka uska hum kuch nahi kar sakthe...aur aage jo hoga vo bhi hume nahi pata ki kya hoga..par ek cheez hai aur ho hai ab....jo ki tumare samane hai...tumare haath me hai jise tum badal sakthi ho...fir bhi tum bhaag rahi ho....ye jaanthe huva bhi isme kisi bhi gaathi nahi hai...maana ki Haseena ne sach na kaha kar usne galathi ki hai...par fir bhi usne tume maana ki koshish ki...jab bhi tum ghar se nikal thi tho vo tumare saath aane ki zidd karthi hai....jab bhi vaapas ghar aathi ho tumare as thi taki tumare saath time spend kar sake...aur baatha sake ki vo usne jo bhi kiya hai vo gaath kiya hai....aur ye baatha sake ki tum uske liye kithna important ho...Haseena ki jagha koi aur hotha tho shyd tumare iss narazgi ko dekha kar kabka chala jaatha...par jabse vo case solve huva hai tabse haseena tumare saath hai haar wqt aur haar pal....aaj uski shaadi hai...inthna kuch hone ke baad ye din aaya hai fir bhi udas ho kar ghum rahi hai kyuki uski dost kush nahi hai....ek baar uske view dekhoge tho samjh jaavoge...aur ye baat tum bhi maan thi ho....par accept nahi kar rahi ho...shyd isliye ye din tumhe mil raha hai taki iss din ko tum sab kush kar sako apne liye bhi aur Haseena keliye bhi....

Tumari ek bhaut puri adat hai beta aur vo hai ki humesha badi badi cheezo ko dekhi ho....aagar choti cheezo ko dekhne shuru kiya tha shyd badi cheez bhi tumhe unthni badi nahi legagi....jithne ab tumahe lag rhai hai...aur ye tum humesha se hi karthi aayi ho isliye shyd tumse kuch ho nahi raha hai....kyuki tumare dyaan humesha se badi cheezo me hi hotha.... pehale tum aise nahi thi par wqt ne tumhe bhi badal diya hai...isme tumari koi galathi nahi beta...par ye bhi tho nahi haina ki humesha tum aise hi ro....aaj inthne bada din hai sab keliye fir bhi log kahi na kahi dhuk hai kyuki tum thik nahi lag rahi ho.....kya tum kush ho inhee dhuk de kar....

Karishma is silently listening to her words carefully and deep down she too feels the same thing thing....

M – maana ki tum Haseena se naraz ho...par kya sach me tumhe lagtha hai ki ye sab karne se jo bhi tumne uss wqt saha hai vo vaapas mil jaayega....nahi na...fir kyu nahi bul paa rahi ho vo saare din.....kyu haseena ke saath apne aap ko bhi dhuk de rahi ho...

K – hum maan the hai ki hum Haseena se acche se baat nahi kar paa raha hai..aur jab bhi unke saamne jaathe hai vohi din yaad aathi hai...ab aap hi boliye ki hum kya kare....

M – nahi yaade baane ki koshish karo...shyd usse tum purare baat ko bul jaavoge...yaad hai piche baar Haseena tumare liye ice cream laayi thi jab tumare mood off tha but tum ne usse jaane diya...pata hai uss din maine uske ankho me tumare liye darth dekha tha..samjh gaayi thi use apni galathi ka guilt hai and aur vo sab kuch bul kar nayi zindgai aur nayi yaade baane ki koshish kar rahi hai...par tum ho ki......( takes deep breath then keeps a hand on her head ) samjh nahi rahi ho....