Unrequited Love

Chapter 19 (POV: Yuri)

Yuri:

(Senior Year of College)

"Rice cake" I shared an apartment with a girl who I fell in love with almost immediately. She is the most cynical person I have met and the first person I met who could party harder than me but would never admit it. She would let me touch her without questioning my feelings, she would let me sleep with her every night even if it wasn't for the sex.

She looked at me with those mean cat eyes, "Don't call me that"

I laughed as she walked up to the small kitchen that was in our small apartment close to the university, "Hmm but I kinda like it" I turned around holding two glasses of red wine, handing one to her, "Officially your new nickname."

She laughed as she leaned on the kitchen counter, "Why?"

"You're pale like rice and you hate cake."

"I'm pale?" She held her hand up next to mine, "You're like as pale as me" She laughed and kissed my cheek, "And your reasoning for the nickname makes no sense."

I felt my heart flutter when she kissed me out of no where, it was these little moments that made me fall in love with her even more.

That night my band was preforming, she wore black pants with a small tight crop top. I was wearing ripped black tights with a short leather skirt and a ripped ACDC shirt, my short black hair was gelled back, while her blonde hair was in a small pony tail like always. I couldn't see her when preforming, but after I always meet her in the back of the building, by the bar. I saw her talking to a girl that had long black hair and was wearing jeans with a button up shirt. I stood from a distance for a minute, then I saw the girl kiss Ren- then Ren started to kiss her back.

I walked up to her from behind and wrapped my arm around her waist, "How was I?" They were still kissing. I felt my heart sink into my chest as I backed away, "You done?"

Ren finally turned towards me, she said something to me but I couldn't hear. I just followed her and the girl outside, waited for the cab with them, went back to the apartment with them, and watched Ren as she walked into her room holding the other girl's hand. I sat across from her room, in the hallway of our apartment. I wanted to cry, my heart felt like it was being stabbed in the chest multiple times. I heard Ren moaning from where I was, I could hear the girl talking to Ren in a promiscuous way. That is when I realized what kind of relationship Ren and I had.

And ever since that night, I slept with every girl I could get my hands on. And I made sure Ren knew, I made sure she watched as I walked into my room with a new girl almost every night. But it never seemed to phase her, she never asked about it, she never looked as if she were jealous- I could never tell what she was thinking. I would kick the girl out as soon as we were done having sex, when they left I would take a shower then crawl into Ren's bed, craving her attention and her touch.

One night, Ren knocked on my door to ask if I wanted to come to her room, and of course I said yes. When I walked in, I saw a girl lying on her bed. She had a red blind fold on, her hands were both tied up to the bed, and a vibrator inside of her. I looked over at Ren who held up her finger to her mouth in a 'shh' way.

"You can leave if you want" Ren whispered into my ear, "Or you can have some fun with us" She said as she handed me a clicker, "Go on"

I looked down at the clicker, there was an up and down button. I pressed up a few times, the room was silent enough, that I could heard a loud vibration sound, then I heard the girl who was lying on the bed start to moan. "Ren, are you back?"

I looked over at Ren, who was leaning against the wall, waiting for me to go up to the girl. I slowly walked up to her, I could see the string of the vibrator and when I looked next to her, I saw a dildo. I could not move for some reason, I felt frozen. I looked over to see Ren next to me, she had this mean seductive look on her face that I have never seen before. She grabbed the dildo, placed it in my hand- squeezed lube onto it, and as we put it inside of this girl, Ren started kissing me.

Soon After that, Ren and I would occasionally have threesomes or even foursomes. This went on for ten years.

She used to kiss my cheek, now I am the one who kisses her cheek. Every day. Hoping this is not an unrequited love.