Purely My Thoughts

No Air

Is it because I'm under your spell

That's why my skin's numb, though you have battered me enough

I struggle for myself as I push forward

You drag me back to the place where I was before

I push harder to find out, it is you who pulls me back again

I'm nailed with you and only you

No questions asked, I follow you blindly

I take every word, not a single complaint

I follow you blindly without a doubt

You suffocate me, Honey

But I liked it anyway

You mesmerized me with each word you utter

Without reservations, I move into you

No second thoughts, I came in closer with a bright face

Now it's clear to see that I stepped in your quicksand

Can't move away and I'm here with you, drowning yet I liked it anyway

When will I wake up and say everything will turn around for me

To face myself in the mirror and say "You're beautiful and you'll be fine"

My heart is tired and my soul is tattered

For once, let me get out of this to save myself and be myself again