It hurt. Pain overtook my whole trembling body. How did I get this way? Why was I like this? No guy will ever love me like you did, I think to myself. Or no guy will ever love me and take care of me and hold me and tell me he loved me. A gentle hug, maybe even a sweet kiss. NOTHING. It was because I was nothing. Nothing.... I was a fuck up. I never chose to be this way. Why didn't guys like like me? Because I'm ugly? Because my body wasn't perfect? Because I am a waste of space? I've never had a 'real' emotional relationship before. I never knew what it was like for a guy to LOVE ME and actually wanted to be with me every second of everyday. And I don't know if i ever will.. because after all, I was going to end my life soon anyways. There is no hope for me here anymore. There never was..
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Lost, Hopeless, and Destroyed (A One Direction/Niall Horan Fanfic)
FanfictionMelody is very emotionally and mentally unstable. She suffers from an eating disorder, self harm, and has serious depression. She has lost all hope. Until one day when she meets One Direction. And the boys want to help her. So they decide that she w...
