So I guess the bus ride felt longer today I was sitting next to my friend and we were just talking to each other a she was getting into how she was working on a big spring break project. In the beginning I thought cool what was it? But then when she started getting into the measuring, painting, cutting, drawing, blah blah blah. Then she's like "Liz, Liz were you even listening"? But before I could answer the question she had moved on to the next question. I must have looked beaten up because she's like " Liz what happened to you? You look like you didn't sleep at all and you sleep walked all the way to a baseball field were the baseball players all through a baseball at once and hit you every time". Well I say " No that's not what happened I did go to my brothers baseball game though I guess I just can't get over the fact that all the popular girls look so fit like Taylor Swift and wear expensive jewelry that can get lost. And I don't have any thing like that. But I really don't want to live with that jealousy any more "it's not you" I say "its just people these days. All the craziness really it's just over whelming."
