I only said Yes to Jaden cause I really miss him. I hugged him cause I want to feel him next to me again. I want everything to be as it was before.
So he then walked into Jaylas room to pick me up.
"Im really sorry, Yn.." Jaden started a conversation as the car ride was quiet.
"I just need to hear your explanation, then I can talk to you as I did before.." I answered.
"I miss you.."
"So do i.. but you really messed up.."
"Don't, just not now.."
God I can't see him like this.
I know I'm gonna hurt myself even more, but I just can't.. I need to forgive him..whatever he says..
"If you won't forgive me.. remember I love you and always will.." he said.
I felt guilty.
"I love you too.."
I could not, so I smiled too.
I missed his smile, his dimples..
And I was just like one day..
Is that what love feels like?
Being obsessed with this one person?