It's okay for you to tell me you know what I'm going through , but you honestly don't . Hearing and seeing my parent's go through this is harsh and I wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy. My brother didn't deserve this tragedy and we don't deserve this hurt , I just wanted life to be over at this point . What exactly could I do ? Who could I talk to ? My brother was my best friend and we were closer than ever. I loved him, omg .
When it all falls down it hurts deeper than stabs . I'm missing my brother like crazy and I can't even think about life after this .
After we laid him to rest I was so numb to the pain , I didn't feel anything literally . It was like I was alive but I was dead. How do I make my parent's happy now ? Me and my Twin literally did everything together , went to eat together , went to parties together , went to the park together , ran the track together , watched movies together , played games together . literally everything . My parents were falling apart , I was falling apart and my friends were trying their best to cope with my depression of loss and depression . I went to the store to get flowers for my parent's and also for my friends because of how much they were there for me. I took them all to eat right after and we went to the park and did things me and my brother did almost every day . We visited my brother and we also talked to him for a while , even though he wasn't there with me I felt like he was so i bought him flowers and balloons with a grave cover of us on there . I know he was smiling down on us deep down inside . I felt my parent's hearts getting warmer as I communicated with my brother . They were so calm afterwards and we went home to rest . I love my parent's and I love my brother .
narrator:As mother Kim knocks on Kylie's door , Kylie wakes up and realizes her brother was right there . She hugged him tightly and told him about her dream and begged him to never leave her . He stated that as long as they are twins and as long as he is alive no matter what he will never leave her side.
Life with my brother now was better and I felt so much better. That dream was harsh.
Feeling pain with my parent's in a dream , I wouldn't want that for nothing . My brother was even sweeter with me as he knew what he put me through in my dream . As I went to school that morning everyone would laugh at me the way I couldn't focus . I didn't understand what was funny , I even wanted a good laugh myself .
On the next day , My Mom came up missing. We had no clue where she would go because our family was on a trip . We called my Mom's phone , just to realize that it was dead in the room . When she usually leaves she keeps a note out for us . But this time was different . We constantly went to random places and searched for her . No signs of my mom . As much as it hurted thinking she would leave us like that .
As we went home my mom was coming down the stairs , and she was confused. And wanted to know where we were all day , But we could be asking her the same thing . I feel like this is my karma .
At this point I am very tired and I can't keep going through this. Why me ? As I looked up I saw signs of course it wasn't real but I knew that I had to do something before the time ran out . The sign given to me was that Dreaming about the death of a friend could signify concern for that person. It could also mean that your friendship is undergoing change or that you'd prefer to be free of this person. Keep in mind the meaning behind the dream may not have anything to do with that friend at all.
At this point , This sign is very important and it is very helpful. It helps me get through my obstacles that make me feel as if I'm not doing a good job . So as of now , I began to come closer with my family and be a better person . Life has been so good to me and school has been awesome. My school associates have been very cool. People haven't been laughing or joking at me .
When the time came for highschool pictures , if you know you know My dad made me and my twin look stunning . After the pictures we got a call from nogo emergency that dad died , but we all know my dad is here at school helping us right ? That's strange because not one time did we know our dad had a twin . That's most definitely weird that we had no clue my dad had a twin that he never told us about. Maybe there's a reason why . If only I could get his name , You wouldn't guess what I did to get his name .
As I cried on the phone , pretending that was my dad just to act like I wasn't sure I asked were they calling for the right person .
I simply asked who exactly was the man they said was Michael Blays. I was like Michael Blays the famous artist? Oops nevermind okay i'll be there in just a second .
I acted funny with my father because I really should have had a relationship with my uncle before he was dead so now I have to talk to his spirit and not be able to actually conversate with Him In real life .
My dad didn't even notice because he just was acting weird as if I didn't even know . I spread the word to my twin so he could know what was going on if dad was acting weird with him . I ran and asked my mom did she know , It was even hard for her to tell me and I said okay , You know what I don't even care anymore so , Me and my twin stormed away and went home to get some clothes and take to my grandmother's hair so that for we stayed there and went to school there the next two days , after a while my dad called of course we didn't answer, but we went straight home . We didn't have any time to waste .
As we went home my dad was sitting at a table with their backs turnt as we turned around. There are these two unknown men weirdly guiding us to our parents . My parents tell us that our uncle was rich and famous and if we found out we would be killed , as thirty minutes passed the man pulled out weapons slowly aiming thin at whoever spoke . They asked me if I knew about anything I didn't want to get so I nodded no for every answer because not one time would I even snitch if I did know , my brother was not frightened by the men as if he knew them .
I called unto my brother and asked him why was he still the same he said unto "COURAGE "
Of course it took him a while to tell me those were his enemies holding weapons at his family . As I ran to mom my twin grabbed their weapons and led them out . At this moment I'm still confused because there is a lot going on. I find no one to trust at this point and that everything and everyone is weird right now . So on this Good Friday night I took a rest .
His enemies were blunt and ready to kill , but I was trying to figure out why he would act that way when it came to them . As time flies my brother tells me that he hired them to scare us for a halloween joke while he was gone , but I was not feeling it . As I thought we were better than this and that he was my best friend or something . He really showed his true colors and showed me who he really was . I looked at him differently from now on and I ignored him, something I would find hard to do .
At this point we are later down the line by two months. I haven't talked to my brother since , I shut down everytime he tries to talk to me and I wait until he's not around my area so that I can go downstairs and eat . My brother texted me everyday since then as you know it is December now and Christmas is in two weeks . I feel that I should pull something on him .
Here's the plan
Rule #1: Fake sick and stay home.
Rule #2: Sneak into my twins ' closet .
Rule #3: Take his clothes .
Rule 4: Rap them for christmas.
As My brother got home he realized his room door and his closet door were open . He came to question me but I had a sign on my door that said "I don't talk to dumbies rn". As he beat on my door . Mom and Dad came rushing upstairs. As I got dizzy just standing there holding my door I collapsed. It was bad , I thought I couldn't breathe but that was a hallucination . My dad questioned me and asked what happened. I didn't say anything to him . I said something to my mother though . As my dad and brother stormed out of my room , My mother and I laughed at them .
When the time came to go on about my day , Me and mom did nothing but that . We ignored my brother as much as possible , she had to tell dad but dad made it as if he didn't care at all .
My mom became mad with my father and he must had no sense of the whole situation , with dreams , death , almost getting murdered , mom leaving any of it . It was like he was trying to plot on us along with my brother and I didn't like it . He became weird and weird but nothing came to my mind that it was christmas time .
As the time came it was christmas eve and I gave my brother his early present. Some lady that we never saw before was in my parent's room putting back on her clothes . As crazy as it sounds to hear this from me. It happened , I don't think this was one of our family youtube pranks , I believe this was worse . That father had an affair . The lady walked into the living room with dad in front of us and the rest of the family . He stated that he cheated and he was sorry , But i'm guessing he wasn't sorry for the pain he just caused us and the amount of abandonment he was showing to us he let us down , like never before. Even worse? though it was on a special day and mom wanted to renew their vows .
Mom was going through it ever since dad left , my brother left as well but knowing me I knew there was a catch to it because as I pranked my brother and dad , I felt like they had something up their sleeves for us as well . As the next day, which was Christmas Day , dad was outside first in line, My brother and boyfriend were right behind him and they had nothin but cards and gifts as I invited my brother's pregnant fiance over .
My father started with saying sorry for going too far with the prank , it was supposed to happen and go about it another way . In his card he stated " To begin , I'm very sorry. I didn't mean to do this to you and I didn't want it to go this far , I feel really bad but I hope this is our best Christmas Day together being that I bought you your personal vehicle and a family vehicle . "
Next it was my brother with gifts for all three of us Mom , My sister in law and I. He shattered us with jewelry and shoes and also money . When it was My Boyfriend's turn he gave me and my mom gifts. He gave me a letter with our couple pictures on it. He also gave me a gift card expressing how much he loved me and another card with money on it . He gave my mom a letter with pictures of them and a card for acceptance from accepting him with being with me .
As of later on that day we spent quality time together , and watched movies with popcorn and did Christmas activities. We had lots of fun . There was always something going on with us and after a while it felt like nothing was going on or nothing was going to happen. That's how safe and secure I felt . My family made me happy after all the trials and tribulations that we had been through , all the bumpy roads and crazy event's and death's and things that we went through .
Christmas had finally gone great . As much as I wanted to cry , I really wanted to pour my whole heart out because this whole year was just too much as you may know that me and my family are now on good terms.
THE END!!!!
