Confused thoughts..

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Katerina's (P.O.V)

"I'm so sorry. Oh lord, you do not know how sorry I am for treating you all so cold, and cruel like, and I'm sorry I turned off my emotions. I just couldn't take all that pain, god it was killing me. It felt good though, I won't lie, I liked being empty, not having to feel any of the bad, but I'm sorry, so sorry. I seen my mom and dad, and they told me that I should turn back on my emotions because I would loose Ace and everyone I loved and who cared about me, and that's you guys, and I couldn't loose you guys, and so my emotions turned on by themselves. And I feel so guilty, I can't stand it. I tried to turn them off again, but it didn't work. I hate all this pain, and oh god, I mean I FROZE ELIJAHS PENIS, oh gosh, I know I did some really bad, bad things but I'm begging you, I'm sorry, Please, please please forgive me?" She gasped for breath at the end, bending over her knees trying to breathe while the rest of us tried processing what the hell was going on.

"Did you just say you froze Elijah's penis?" Rebekah asked brilliantly dumbstruck. We all looked at her and broke out laughing. She sniffled and got off her knees. "Yes, it's coded in ice." she giggled and wiped her nose. "Good for you girl, that boy deserves it." Bekeh grinned at her. "Oh Kat, it's so good to have you back." I said and pulled her into a hug that turned into a large group hug. "It's good to be back you guys." She whispered. And that's when the great Kol decided to come downstairs.


Katerina's (P.O.V)

I felt my body flame up, and the hairs on the back of my neck stand up. I knew he was close even before he made himself noticeable. And I didn't know if I wanted to see him, or not. I didn't know if My feelings for Kol were negative or possitive, and I also didn't know if I had feelings for him because he was my mate, or because I actually had feelings for him. Everyone pulled away from me and starred at him. His eyes locked with mine and I could tell he was confused. I sniffled again and took a few steps towards him. He still looked so confused, and I didn't know what made me do it. The emotional build up, the heat of the moment thing, but I ran at him, tackling with the tightest hug I could. His arms didn't miss a beat and they wrapped around me. "Are you back?" He whispered. I could feel the wetness soaking the shoulder of his shirt, but not once did he pull away. Is this the same Kol? The one who rejected me? I classified him as a friend, or atleast I was starting to. I nodded, my chin bounching against his collar bone as I hugged tighter. "I should have never left." I told him him and finally pulled away to look at him.

I went to open my mouth but Kol stuck his index finger to it. It was cliche, but for some reason it made me blush. "Please, just don't say anything. And get back in my arms for a little bit longer." He begged and before I could object he reeled me hard against his chest and tightened his hold. I knew that my friends were just standing back watching this whole thing in silence, but I didn't care. For the obvious reason, I loved being in Kol's arms. I rejected Elijah, and that meant I could feel the pull towards my first mate. My life was becoming a bad soap opera. From having no guys, to having one guy, to having two guys, to having no guys, and now just having nothing but confused emotions for Kol, who started this long line of confusey-ness in the first place. When he rejected me. This time when I pulled away, he let me go. And for the first time in ever, I seen my Alpha's eyes gloss with unshed tears. "Don't cry, I'm fine, see?" I told him, twirling in a circle. He laughed and but surprisingly didn't try and cover it up with lame excuses like 'I have something in my eye.'

He just full out said "You bring out the sensitive side in me, and I think it's time you get to meet the Kol I've been hiding from you this whole time." and I was shocked to say the least. Literally stunned, jaw dropped, bulgy eyes.

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