𝗧𝗘𝗠𝗣𝗧𝗔𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡 ➼ 𝗕𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮𝗺𝘆 𝗕𝗹𝗮𝗸𝗲¹

𝗦 𝗜 𝗫 𝗧 𝗬 . 𝗦 𝗘 𝗩 𝗘 𝗡

"I thought you hated that plan, that I would get myself killed" Bellamy replies.

"I was being weak. It's worth the risk" Clarke states and I feel like punching her in the face.

"My map of Mount Weather" Clarke says, handing him the map "Find a way to get on the radio and talk to us"

"Good luck" She adds before walking away.

"Bell, how are you gonna-" Octavia starts but Lincoln cuts in.

"I can get you through the tunnels" Lincoln offers.

"You can't go back there, not yet" Octavia argues.

"Let me show you what to look for" Raven says, changing the subject.

"Bellamy, wait" I speak up and he looks down at me softly.

"Can we talk?" I ask, my voice quiet.

"Of course" He nods.

He looks at Raven who smiles softly and puts up her hands.

"You know where to find me when you're done" She states before walking off.

I grab Bellamy's arm and pull him off to the side, away from everyone.

"What's wrong?" He sighs, lacing his fingers with mine.

"Why do you assume something's wrong?" I ask curiously, staring down at our hands with a crushing feeling in my chest.

"You've got your 'something's wrong' face on. Makes you look constipated" He jokes and I frown, looking up at him.

"That's not funny" I deadpan, hitting his arm with my free hand.

"Hey, keep your hands to yourself" He scolds me and I look at him in disbelief.

"You're literally about to sneak into Mount Weather on your own and possibly die, yet all you can do is make jokes? That's my job! You're supposed to be the responsible one, Bell!" I shout and he sighs.

"I knew something was wrong" He replies.

"Of course something is wrong! The man I love has some kind of death wish and is about to get himself killed. How do you think i'll feel if you die, Bellamy? I'll be destroyed. I will literally go out of my damn mind" I rant, waving my arms around like a mad woman and look up to see Bellamy smiling.

"Why on earth are you smiling? Are you dumb?" I ask seriously.

"You love me?" He asks with a grin and my eyes widen when I realise what i've said.

I clear my throat awkwardly and let out a deep breath, looking up at him.

"You know what? Yeah, I do. I love you, Bellamy Blake" I declare and his grin widens.

"I love you too, Ava Steele" He replies, his hands gripping onto my waist.

Bellamy's lips press against mine and I feel myself slowly melting into his embrace. As we come up for air, I look him in his chocolate brown eyes and cup his face in my hands.

"I've already lost too much. I can't lose you too, Bellamy. It'll kill me" I whisper, a tear slipping down my cheek.

"You won't lose me, sunshine. I'm-" He tries to assure me but I cut him off.

"If you say that you're always in my heart, I will beat you black and blue" I threaten and Bellamy lets out a chuckle.

"I was going to say, I'm too good looking to die this young" He jokes and I groan.

"That's even worse" I smile in amusement and he laughs.

"Go see Raven before I puke all over you" I say, pushing him playfully.

"You love me" He smirks and I groan even louder.

"God help me" I mutter.

Bellamy turns to walk away and I grab his arm. He looks at me in confusion and I grin, leaning up to peck his lips.

"Come back to me, yeah?" I hum.

"Always" He promises.

He walks away to Raven's tent and I smile softly at his retreating figure. My gaze moves to the starry sky and I let more tears escape from my eyes. I wrap my arms around myself and my smile widens.

"I hope you're not upset, Collins. I mean, you did ask me to let him in" I speak jokingly, letting out a short pained laugh.

"I don't think i'll ever love anybody the way I loved you. But he makes me happy and I really do love him. It's a different kind of love though. One i've never felt before. It's kinda scary not being able to control how you feel about someone. I'll spare you the details" I rant and the wind blows wildly through my hair, making me smile weakly "It's so weird not being able to do this face to face. I miss you so much and I'll never forget you, Finn. You were never just an extra to me. You were my best friend and it hurts like hell to know you're not here anymore. I love you, Finn Collins"

"God, this is so cheesy and I hate to say it" I whisper into the wind "But you'll always have a piece of my heart"