(Im so lame, i figured out what chapter im on lol) so this is a filler, i know i havnt been updating but i have a shit load of homework and midterms... so sorry if this is short and sucks.
The day went by and we still were driving, and I was dying to get out of this bus. The guys and I just lounged around. Watching the three out of the eight Harry potter movies because Mike won a game of rock paper scissors with Tony. No one really questioned what happened before we left last night, I assume Mike had told the guys. Which I was glad, I didn’t feel like repeating it, especially because Kellin was just behind those doors.
“Your quiet today?” Vic came over to where I was laying on the couch, I lifted my legs up so he could sit, then laying them across his lap.
“Yeah, I guess I'm tired” half lying. Even if there was no use.
“We all are, but last night was fun.”
“Sureee, you were wasted before anyone else” trying not to laugh at his attempt to make me feel better by not bringing up the subject.
“Okay fair enough, but you were still having fun”
“Yeah, but that was before. I knew it wasn’t going to end well. I cant be happy Vic.” giving in to what was swarming around my head.
He looked at me with sad eyes. He knew what I meant, he knows what I went through.
“Yes you can, and you are. Your just letting this scare you back into that hole. Kellin makes you happy”
He was right but I couldn’t live with that pain again. I couldnt risk the, what if
“Vic, I don’t want to get hurt again.” my vision was getting blurry from the tears forming.
Vic sighed leaning down to give me a hug.
“What are you doing to my girlfriend?” Both Vic and I jerked back , Vic sat up fast as we both looked over as Kellin standing in the door way. You could tell he was questioning the scene he just saw.
“Huging, she agreed to make me food” Vic covered up with a laugh. Scratching the back of his neck. He has to stop doing that, its so obvious.
Kellin nodded and put a smile on his face, to hide that anger that was building up. I knew he was a bit jealous that Vic and I were close friends. It was cute to think he got jealous easily.
“Sadly I do” making a pouting face and quickly getting up from the couch and walking in to teh kitchen.
Kellin followed me silently.
He stood there leaning against the table watching me take out pots to make K'd.
“Feeling better?” I asked trying to break the awkwardness that was building.
“A bit, thanks for getting me the water earlier”
“No problem” answering him quickly without looking. My ears were burning, I felt him watching my every move.
“Want some when its ready?” my voice a bit shaky this time. I was beginning to get nervous, anxious. I tried to get the pot filled with water and on the stove as quick as possible so I could make an excuse and run.
The pot became heavy and full , slipping out of my hands as I carelessly picked it up to put on the stove. It slipped and fell from my hands, falling back in the sink splashing water up and over the counter.