TW: mentions of and attempted suicide, drug use, depression, mentions of an eating disorder, graphic self harm, mentions of rape, sexual assault, scars
I am not trying to romanticise any of these topics it was just a coping mechanism for me whenever I had a bad day or had any urges. The main reason why i'm publishing this is because for me i found reading pov's like this helped me, and i'm hoping that can do the same for others.
So if you are triggered by any of the topics mentioned please stop reading, i will also try to include specific trigger warnings for each chapter.
Italics = your thoughts
Please forget any age gap for bucky he's like 104 so any age I make y/n is gonna be weird. I made y/n 18 but ofc you can change that in ur pov
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It's the pain that keeps me alive
FanfictionY/n was kidnapped by hydra as a child and trained to become an assassin. Kill by kill she has been slowly getting her revenge. The last person on her hit list, the winter soldier. Will a run in with the avengers alter her aim? (buckyxreader) (tony...
