these battels scar, don't look like they're fading.
I'm really sorry i haven't updated in forever, but im 13 now ^_^ , i've stopped cutting, i started eating. I'm a lot more happier than i've ever been. AND YES I LOVE MARIANAS TRENCH, I'M MEETING THEM ON THR 19th OF APRIL MOTHERFUCKERS. Okay i'm good now.
Peej was acting all weird, he kept grabbing my arm, hugging me out of no where. i'm starting to worry..
I glanced at Pj and gave him a heart warming smile, i've never felt so happy in my life..
(jesus. I'm listening to Lovedrug-paper scars and i started crying :l)
He's made my life 5x times better. Even though it's only been a few days with him. Some people can do that, he said he was sorry for moving away. It wasn't his fault. I laughed and it said it was okay. My god how did i survive without him..
I gripped his hand tighter and let a few tears fall. What i was doing to myself was wrong, but i couldn't stop. It's so hard, i want too tell him, but at the same i don't..
As i thought about this feeling , i burst into tears. Peej looked at me and stood up and gave me a giant hug. This feeling felt right. I wanted to just stay this close to him forever. ( WHY DO I CRY WHEN I WRITE THESE THINGS? MAYBE BECAUSE I MISS MY BOYFRIEND WHO IS 1100 MILES AWAY FROM ME)
I started shaking because this brought back memories.. I just wanted to cry and hug him forever, he was so kind and perfect. Peej was tall. he wore skinny jeans, he plays guitar, his hair is just ugh i love it, his accent, his laugh, his eyes, his smile, his personailty is just amazing.
I slowly backed up and whisperd "Thank you.."
All i heard was " Anytime, you deserve the best" and he pulled up my sleves.
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1000 miles away ( A KickThePj fanfiction)Fanfiction
The two bestest of friends, have been friends since preschool, They shared secerts, stories and alot more. They had alot of struggles of growing up but never left eachother, until they finshed highschool, Pj had to move to London, leaving Erin for s...